sun:guess i spent the whole dae making notes n studying...totalli shagged out man..

just typed this mail on sat..or rather sun morn..to tell every1 abt ern

(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:24 AM) :
sum dboater lah
but eveyting within control now
so dun worry
ß@Ðmðjð (12:24 AM) :
this guy is some mother fucking psycho man
ß@Ðmðjð (12:25 AM) :
what the fuck is going through his dman brain?!
ß@Ðmðjð (12:25 AM) :
happened last tue?
ß@Ðmðjð (12:25 AM) :
why din you call me?!
ß@Ðmðjð (12:26 AM) :
k, shall spare you the details
ß@Ðmðjð (12:26 AM) :
but i really think you should report it asap
ß@Ðmðjð (12:26 AM) :
get his mother fucking ass on fire and expuled
ß@Ðmðjð (12:27 AM) :
if not the more you wait, the more question marks from the police, and the more he will think that what he did was fine
ß@Ðmðjð (12:27 AM) :
and that he can get away with it
ß@Ðmðjð (12:28 AM) :
you need lawyers, i can get them for you, all friends and friends friends
ß@Ðmðjð (12:28 AM) :
bullies also can
ß@Ðmðjð (12:28 AM) :
:-)
ß@Ðmðjð (12:28 AM) :
goodness! why din you tell me?! i'm like freaking out down here now!
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:28 AM) :
this tues
haha
theres alot of stuff lah..cant sae report den report 1
ß@Ðmðjð (12:28 AM) :
serious? y?
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:29 AM) :
aiya i dun want famili to worri..and as i said...my dad wld haf killed him b4 the police get to him
ß@Ðmðjð (12:30 AM) :
you mean your parents will know about it if you make the report?
ß@Ðmðjð (12:30 AM) :
i want to kill him too lah
ß@Ðmðjð (12:30 AM) :
not your dad alone as well
ß@Ðmðjð (12:30 AM) :
WTF
ß@Ðmðjð (12:30 AM) :
who the hell does he think he is trying to force himself on people?!
ß@Ðmðjð (12:30 AM) :
so you don't intend at all?
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:31 AM) :
i dun intend to lah
now he aso scared lah
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:31 AM) :
alot of paperwork..exams coming aso

ß@Ðmðjð (12:32 AM) :
i know, but what he did was way out
ß@Ðmðjð (12:32 AM) :
!!!!
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:32 AM) :
ya but thank gdness got u all pple rally ard loh
realli grateful:>

ß@Ðmðjð (12:32 AM) :
okok, i understand you point, but don't you think that you are giving him more permission and now that you have something that you can use against him and if he goes crazy again, and tries again how?!??!?!?!?!
ß@Ðmðjð (12:33 AM) :
i really don't think you should let him go just like that
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:33 AM) :
he wldnt dare lah..seriousli if he dare lay his finger on me again ah...he is dead loh..realli...i will call police get him expelled frm sch watever...pour shit on his doorsteps
ß@Ðmðjð (12:33 AM) :
these people need to be taught a damn hard lesson
ß@Ðmðjð (12:33 AM) :
but the fact that he went almost all the way!
ß@Ðmðjð (12:34 AM) :
you were damn close to like almost getting raped!
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:34 AM) :
wah no so kua zhang!
no body contact except for his hands on my shoulders...
he was trying to scare me
ß@Ðmðjð (12:35 AM) :
but it was so forceful, how can it be scare?! he dragged you to a dark room also!
ß@Ðmðjð (12:35 AM) :
against your will!
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:35 AM) :
at least i tink he wldnt dare lah in sch leh alot of pple outside..try to molest me aso difficult if i scream
ß@Ðmðjð (12:35 AM) :
you can sue that fucker alr!
ß@Ðmðjð (12:35 AM) :
ok...
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:35 AM) :
ok ben dunneed to !!!! laioz
ahahha

i can sue lah..but as i said again...alot of trable...
at most get sum1 whack him can laioz
ahaha
ß@Ðmðjð (12:36 AM) :
then better stay in groups in school ok?
ß@Ðmðjð (12:36 AM) :
and stay away from him once the damn project is over ok?
ß@Ðmðjð (12:36 AM) :
if he tries even to come near you, you better warn him first
ß@Ðmðjð (12:37 AM) :
tell him like, "that's close enough, any closer and ill scream"
ß@Ðmðjð (12:37 AM) :
you know, make him keep a distance or something
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:37 AM) :
yes yes...i noe i noe..dun worry for me...:>

ß@Ðmðjð (12:37 AM) :
how to not worry?!?!?!?!
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:37 AM) :
alot of pple protecting me in sch:>

ß@Ðmðjð (12:37 AM) :
okok.... that's good
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:38 AM) :
haha its ok lah..thanks..really...

ß@Ðmðjð (12:38 AM) :
wah lau, next time must tell me! then i rally people everywhere to go kill him and bury him alive
ß@Ðmðjð (12:38 AM) :
now you make me even more panicky!
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:38 AM) :
shdve jioed u on thur den!
den u can be with maur to kill him
ahahha

relac dear...i noe where his balls are..now i noe how to kick aso..hahaha

ß@Ðmðjð (12:39 AM) :
yah man! you should have called me! i bring a spiked club or something and maul him
ß@Ðmðjð (12:39 AM) :
maur can torture him, ill just maul him
ß@Ðmðjð (12:40 AM) :
should tie him up with a straight jacket now man
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:40 AM) :
hao le hao le..eheheh...i need to go study le
u take care ok?

hahah
thanks but cool down...will spik to u again:>

ß@Ðmðjð (12:40 AM) :
okok, you take care tooo ok dear?

(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:40 AM) :
yeppers:>
cya!:>
ß@Ðmðjð (12:40 AM) :
make me damn worried.... when you free? meet up and talk
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:40 AM) :
ill let u noe ok?:>
ß@Ðmðjð (12:40 AM) :
be careful ok?

ß@Ðmðjð (12:41 AM) :
yup, just beep me and i'll push everything all aside

tink joice broke up with bf dunno got patch or not but she wanna meet up..

Calming Storm: think should be ok lar

so ydae maurice got go confront that guy a not?
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-)RiKo(*o*): wah got ah...damn drama
and the horror onli started for him loh...
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): in the evening sk came ard to get videotape frm me mah...when he left he threw him this look of sha qi can kill ppl 1 and ask him to watch his actions....

Calming Storm: ohh really ah
what did he do??!!
Calming Storm: huh???
wah..he really told him that ah
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-)RiKo(*o*): maur ah..dunno leh he happeed to be at ucc where ern n i went to take pics for the proj..den he came up behind me and den i intro them ....later maur say ask him to talk in private so i ???? aso.....but i tink vv xiong in there ah..ern dun dare tell me what happened behind the closed doors so later i gg to meet maur n ask him wat happen
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-)RiKo(*o*): tts not it loh...den my fren heard frm maur wat happened n happen to walk in when sk, ern n me were and den she said"oh i heard abt wat happened"not noeing tt ern was there....tension so thick u can cut with knife ah...den later sumhow sk saw my fren at the comp lab n approach her n ask wat happen
Calming Storm: wahhhhhh......so drama....

(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): but i din realli tell her mah so she aso dunno...den sk called me and den i asked him wat version of the story he hear n den i laff laioz....his rendition was so funny...
Calming Storm: izzit??
haha
i thot he heard it from u mar
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): very drama ah i tell u...so happen to be at ucc just nice for drama..ahahah!
but wah....u see sk face hor...its the realli can kill kind leh...my heart so weak yest ah..kena scared by every1
ahahah
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): sk din hear frm me..ahha he found out frm kj mah
Calming Storm: huh..i thot u say u msged him n told him rite?
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): i onli sae 1 line onli...tt he pinned me down
ahhah
still recommend i go fight the case ah...but aiya hard lah...summore he ask me y i still so frenly to ern
ern vv worried..he msg me say i muz avenge for him if he die at training
ahahah
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): no no i din tell sk the story at all..tts y he tot i was joking..until he toked to kj
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): but yest i told him the story lah at night

Calming Storm: ohh i see
hahahaa
that pervert still want u to avenge him???
Calming Storm: ask him to do n eat S*** lar
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): he thinks tt im with him on this thing
i aso dunno wat lah
den he finalli apologise to me on the bus..but dun sound sincere....aniwae i jus bo chup laio lah...
Calming Storm: i think he siao siao
u better don give him the wrong impression or what
he's dangerous..
Calming Storm: maybe the next time u see him..he got bruises all over liao
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): he jus called me again abt the proj
i areadi nvr give him wrong impression laio...i tink he got the msg ah dun dare touch me so much le

(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): no lah wat bruises?ahhaha at most the db pple ignore him onli mah
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): but i tink it finalli sink in when i said tt he wun get out of the sch alive..aniwae i tried to tok to him abt it leh...den u noe wat he reply?he sae i dun do this to other gers only u...bleah...so pek chek i din even bother liao
Calming Storm: he is soooo DISGUSTING
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): but i tink he not gonna care cos he sae he wanna conc on his essay instead..ahahha...so i tink in his mind he just still thinkin its not serious..im not helping aso lah..cos im stilla cting pretty normal...without all the jokes laioz

Calming Storm: hmm okie
but then its like got two guys go warn him leh..he should be scared liao
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): he shd be loh...if not den i got nuttin to sae...he still sae y i so big mouth
ahah ...den i sae i dun hide aniting frm my frens 1 mah
Calming Storm: hahaha
this is a serious matter lor..he still act so adamant like that
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): wah even kl aso come kaypoh with me
ahahah
he still dunno the severity i guess



ªü±ç¥JHokoleoz: hows your proj discussion wif that chap yesterday? he still trying to be funny?
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): wah even u aso come in on the action ah
come i let u see dialog..dun wanna repeat
wait ah
ªü±ç¥JHokoleoz: haha..ok..just concern k..
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ªü±ç¥JHokoleoz: ok...read..do take care huh... but on the bright side...u got a happening and memorable last sem!!haha... at least u know there are many ppl who will stand out for u in times of needs...
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): ya loh...feels great to be victimised at times man...nvr got this kinda support b4..ahahah always the other wae ard...
aniwae i gtg soon lah...will catch up with u all again:>

ok its thur morning now but it realli shd be wed ...
Okay, so you feel surer of yourself now, but what are you going to do with the intensity of your emotions? They just don't fit in to your typical way of doing business. On the other hand, you're not going to be able to shovel them under a rug. Wall-to-wall carpeting just isn't big enough to hide this mountain. You're going to have to talk about it. You must share your feelings, even if it makes you uncomfortable. Once you get going, it really won't be as difficult as it might feel now. Any action will be more effective if you take the time to consider why you are doing it. Use your communication skills to pave the way for your intentions.

so aniwae todae has been a great dae...1st ting i did i told shihui all abt it....the whole process..how triple e kept touching me at any point in time..how he kneeled dwn presumably gonna want to gimme a blow job...how he held on to my wrist n wldnt let go...how he pinned me to the books and all i cld was look downwards cos i dun wanna see his face...how he kept toking to my breasts altho i told him to focus on my eyes....and the worst...how when i teased tt he was mentally undressing me in his mind he dragged me agst my will into the semiar rm at as1 ...it was so dark in there and how my mind went blank the moment i got in....and he kept saying stg abt undressing and wldnt let go of my hand...he dumped his bag on a table and ripped mine off my shoulders and tried to force me into a chair but my legs wldnt buckle...my 1st instinct was to get out of the rm but i was held so tightly at the wrist...it hurt and den the next ting i knew i was being lifted by my shoulders and carried onto a table where i was pinned down...all the time i was saying dun play areadi dun play areadi...and i dunno how but i managed to get out of the room...dun even rem how i got back my bag and walked out....such a blur now....i was numbed when i walked out of the rm...the onli thing i cld do was blink...and blink...all the wae home...he caught up with me and i was like i dun even want to tok to u now or stg like tt....and den he jus msged me to apologise...

this morning...when monky msged me oh boy i sure did tell him abt this..altho briefly...not gonna be victimised here....den i dun care...this thing will spread...they keep wanting me to report but i jus dun wan my parents to worry..my dad esp..he will kill that son of a bitch..and i haf to be cordial till we end this feaking project...

but i saw monky on tv!so mani of my frens on tv this wk..hahaha....aniwae my mum spotted his teammate as her fren's son..so qiao..and den monkyy called me and offered to sit in with me on the proj...pretty nice of him to do that tho...
i tink hes rather angree at ernest...to think tt bastard told me i shd keep it under wraps watever stuff tt happened..i tink he aso scared he will kena frm his team mates...make me a victim?i shall make him pay...son of a bitch

oh went for the kent ridge trail walk with turtle and shihui...quite fun tho quite hot...went to k9 aso...not so haunted leh..not tt scary...dinnoe they had tilapias at s2 like balcony like tt...there was this bee tt settled on my leg tho..wldnt go awae till sum guy shooed it off with his leg...brings bac the memories tt came along with it when i was doin my o levels n kena stung on the shoulder by a wasp..haha

had a comeptition copying lect notes with huifen todae..we kept laffing and our words were all so terrible looking..ahha!

aniwae thank god tt i mistaken the time for proj meeting todae...dun haf to c his face

tues:that bastard was late for abt an hr...apparently gallivanting off with sum ger at the canteen n din even take my calls...toked to weiqiang tho..saw zhikai on the wae n zhong ning...shaw spotted me aso...so fun..so mani pple..oh and victor..bitching abt jingzhong...n michelle ashley!such a nice dae..had to be spoilt by the events tt followed...

summore had to wait for him to finish his food b4 i cld go home...tts when he dragged me into a seminar rm..

mon:cld bareli keep my eyes open!same like huifen..so tired...skipped half the 1304 lect..cant even conc...and doobo was jus boring us...wonder if biyun's grandpa died alreadi or not tho...din ask her...oh fish said i had foxy eyes todae...both of them cld tell i had green eyeshadow but its so dark even i cldnt tell..aniwae banged into trip e todae who said i had a lot of sha qi...
better to kill him with aint it?hahaha

alrite its sundae mornin now..realli dun feel like slping tho...chatted with danny online b4 i dropped carrier..realised the foneline was disconnected..hahaha..this morn!12:30pm....so tts wer the prob was....aniwae was talking abt how every1 is finding a contract lah...like weiqiang n chuyue..cos she got gd pts=love??...i dunno..hahah...had a dream tho tt i was finally dating the monk..sorta an in between consciousness n wakefulness

sat:basicalli i looked at my texts n im damn bored so i slacked the whole dae...wats new?hehehe...earli msgs frm da monk..gosh saw him on tv...such himbotic gstures with the rest of his team...ew...aniwae i painted my nails...sorta urban decayish...abit like sadako..hahaha...sorted out my cd collection...laid on bed abit to think....last week i dreamt abt twinny...more curly hair tho...cute smile...wonder how hes doin realli....and sum stp dream abt me n fish holding hands???tts madness..n hes not the 1...kaijie too!onli hes shorter and we were on our way to find shihui!but no romantic feelings in the dreams watsoever...just a disclaimer..in case ani1 stumbles upon this...

fri:oh yea tutorial todae...aaron was talking abt how to hit on gers with sms...and we had differing views..later after class we were walking together n he was like sayig hard to get wae dun realli work or stg...aniwae i dropped him halfwae cos i walked to the pc terminals instead..hahaha...met up with wanen at the museum lah...late as usual...din expect tt she wld cm tot the whole thing is off since shaw din come...aniwae later den i realised it was her nj photogrpher fren's exhibition..ok lah so-so...asked him difficult qs like..."is this an ego problem?"when i meant ego function on y he wanna exhibit...he tot i was some disgruntled member of photosociety...den kaopehing abt the darkrm manager which i aso saw..hahaha...aniwae later went to the rest of the museum and the woman so frenli...talked to us abt the exhibits n stuff...ask us jio more pple come...later went science canteen buy wanen a drink n aniwae i found out more abt her love interest...seems like she dun realli noe his dating history at all!..no wonder work in progress...aniwae saw jacqueline at the canteen..and she bought me a drink!such a nice ger...hehehe...she gonna b a teacher ...and so helpful help me ask abt the bio book even till sat she called to let me noe!...and she taught us a word tt means take off...nui-de!hahaha...aniwae went to library to library zap book and den watch finish my pulp fiction n southpark...den bball after so long no confidence...jus hung ard sherrine to block each other off....danny got pissd by yvonne i tink...aniwae dinner was a riot cos burnt jack n his lack of frens...ahhaha...all was quiet at my mercilessness...den caimin came...kinda cool she said i "hen zhao gu peng you" talked a lil lah not much to talk abt....den went home laio loh...tink danny got the inside scoop to chuyue n weiqiaing's love affair...oh!i saw fish n a ger at the canteen tho...muz grill him abt it..hehehe..so dumb this jack..sae joyce name so loud...n found out caimin has been msging my bro!hmmm
aniwae at science lib this guy who was using the doublesided machine vv gd leh he sae he got 40 more pages n ask me to sit n wait n he wld call me to use the machine after he is done...wich he did...i was abt to go over aniwae actualli...cool..nice ppl ard sch..oh aniwae had a nice chat with william..taught me how to count which dae of a certain date it falls in...but i sorta forgotten how now...he was saying he is fat but i just tot he looked more zhuang den fat...tok cok abit loh..


thur:oh mighty long dae..got the chance to ask shihui to not let trip e noe abt more gossips th..think she aso a bit paisey..ok fish aint tt angry animore...suddenli everything is buried...turtle is gonna get sick lah..aniwae went to his rm to get notes...walked all the wae frm lt32...drenched like mad ah...so hot...aniwae behind his door got his pair of trunks!so paisey!aniwae he shd get gd rest lah....went to canteen to join fish n co loh...din eat tho...a lil...den walked here n there cos got no terminal to use!!zapped the readings lah..den sat dwn to find shihui n talk more with her abt wat happen with trip e yest...the touching....ahhh....
oh n i keep banging into weili!he has such hairy legs..ehhehe
oh skipped lect todae aso...cos huifen sae she not goin so i sian half laioz..ehhehe
somehow not everything went well todae..wore my apron to break the curse..ahahah

wed:after lect went to discuss proj stuff with trip e...din get far den we dwlved into other topics liao...surprised he knew abt the suaning of the ba zi kinda stuff...aniwae was writing down romance is for the unfuckable...aniwae tt led to me asking him if he was a virgin and he said he lost it in sec 4...to this ger who later went nj....and he was telling me all his prev 3 gfs blew him...i was thinking..okaaay....tts waaaaay too much information..aniwae he was so physical n touchy feely....grabbed my hand when he wanted to c the ring and den strangled me again and tried to mock kiss me...wat the hell...all his guy frens give him condescending looks when they c him sitting next to a girl(ie me, potential victim) and was like pak tor ah?n i was like bai tuo can...show me some respect...was asking me if i had been kissed or wat n i nvr answer..hahaha...scorpions..cant tell them too mani tings...scarli kena revenge...aniwae he tried to ask me to keep him company for adrink but its like 2 hrs laio loh ic an die....so i just went off to the busstop...

aniwae at night...my usual confessions to maur n daryl...maur was like chuiping this is how rapes happen loh..u shd haf jus slapped him...i tink daryl jus laffed...different styles frm my frens...hahah and told them the cold jokes tt huifen told me abt the zhu gu li dan gao and saddam...maur laffed like mad..but daryl was quite smart!hahaha...den buffy comes back...ugh...was telling maur how sucky it is..hahaha

tues:taking way too many holidaes.went for a jog tho..i guess...these daes at night damn beautiful...esp ard the estate those houses...walking in the evening makes one feel so gd!hehehe...but i was jogging lah...can think abt loads of stuff actualli...n i actualli tot i enjoyed jogging!hehehehe...but b4 tt went out to buy bread lah...den change into gear to jog

mon:i was sitting at the lect n realised i might haf forgotten my water bottle previousli so i bought a packet of guava juice...and den was playing with the water spot it left on the table with my pen n i started to jus recede backwards into myself!tts when i realised i cld be in the danger of hypnotising myself...aniwae doodled like tt for quite a long time...until huifen broke my concentration with her msgs of coming into class..hahah...todaes 2210 tut was so boring no1 bothered to want to speak up..sounded like a one-way flow ok between jus 1 student n ingrid...later went to src to pick up my bball t!wah try on so many sizes b4 deciding....hahah...n so transparent the white...fish came into class with such a black face we din dare play with him...muz be my email...oh well..tak bodoh loh...itll pass aniwae...i bet he was trying to stifle his laffter during the cold joke session..ahha...he din laff whe turtle asked him to go dwn n c the gers practice bball since our shirts were so thin...it was like woa...hehehe

ok...i decided to write fish an email abt him not fuelling the flames of passion for the monk for me..ahhaha...i hope i din sound tt harsh tho i was sur ehe wld be sorta angree...think shihui aso on my side lah...she sae will explain to him loh...pia essay until next dae 3am ah....writing biblio for+gasp+ 10 hrs????seems like tt to me...haf to send to turnitin.com summore..so scary...rushed to sch on mondae ay 955am deadline at 10...to hand it up...phew..but seriousli dunno wat the essay is abt..sigh...shdve chosen anoder topic..but too late...

my mum just gav me a long tok abt how loving couples cld only stay together for a short period and those tt argue alot will be together for damn long...so funny..den she went on to nag me and my habits lah...all this started cos cheok wing saw my bro with sum girl and this is the best yr for them goats to be married n stuff...

aniwae woke up todae damn stress lah...have to finish the bloody 2236 paper...joyce called to ask me if i wanna meet ben n her but i too stressed laio lah..so msg her cant loh..

fri:the aunties came to my house todae...late ah as usual...wanen's taxi driver stupid like mad..dun even noe wat landmarks there are...super late when she came lah...annoyed the hell out of us...me n shaw were talking oh she brought chocs tt her relatives gave..heheh...and den wanen was changing..can see her butt crack and den keep complaining she fat or wat..haha...aniwae tink she gonna make a move on tt guy tmr...confirm status or wat..aniwae damn insulted lah...she sae wun intro us to her bf...den later sae most likely not me sae i will scare him...wat the fuck man....i wonder wat kinda of fren wanen is...such a bad aftertaste in my mouth

thur:went to sch loh...so funny the bio lecture....aniwae had to go zap notes after the lect but jiawen ask me go lunch so muzbe monky is there lah...but no fate...cos needta go zap...later den join them...den he sae monky coming to canteen later i sae need to do tut so bo bian...grabbed turtle and fish go lib n discuss loh...oh dinnoe turtle noe sarah and jaime they all...and i dun tink sarah likes me very much...haha but i fogget whu she was until much much later...oh n saw guoyang...cheeky look..hehehe...aniwae at the lib wah serious discussion ah..den monky came...abit awkward tho..asked turtle in cantonese if he watching show..hahha...played ard abit lah..saying monky of cos on my side mah...blah blah...and jiawen was jus teasing...n i said he lost team mate laioz..aniwae later i went to look ard lib after i surf net to see keying so sat dwn n chatted with her loh den go back for a while decided tt i was hungry n said i was goin co-op...n byed every1...later tt i noe tt monky went down after me but i din go co-op cos saw gina n chatted with her n den got to the canteen to buy food where i saw huifen n gang....and michelle too..kinda missed her...chit chat abit den go tut ..crashed in fact....with sock cheng...den fish ask me if i saw monky dwnstairs and i was like no i din go in the end n they were giving me the raised eyebrows...ahhaha...ohaniwae during bio class i did social experiment with them..ahhaa..i was like actually i need to tell u stg leh...im with mo mo ren for 2 weeks alreadi...and turtle n fish "wah!" and den i said but tt mo mo ren is not your fren...and den "wah!" and den i said...its a girl..and then it was like "chey!"..so funny...laughed my guts out

aniwae go n teh aaron lah..sae jus come for this class den very fun...got stg on on fri so nvr go sch...heng shawlin got help me print my notes ah...she almost forgot to bring it on fri...or else die loh

oh later went to the IT fair with maur loh..tt cheapo niang...sae tt the black bezel cdrw combo is more exp by 6 bux den his sinister cheapo eyes flashing..haha...aniwae was kaopehing abt tt meeting earlier in the dae at the lib lah...so we were all laffing lah..realli its nicer to be comfortable with a close fren ah...monky asked me see got any pda or hp can buy 1...saw cuixia at the IT sale loh...alot of maur's frens aso...working and ponging class for tt...den went to eat at s11 and was talking abt the cheebye waterlogged thing..ended the dae with both our buses coming together and i said "ah beng ask ah lian...chee bye waterlog yet?" haha and he was laffing to his bus...i wonder whu appreciates such lame humor these daes....wanen dun even noe the meaning of waterlogg...terrible...

came bac and told monky to contact me cos i cant pass the info to him...den talk abit loh..say shdnt meet jus like tt...no lah...realli not attracted to him...

wed:this ernest giving me funny looks and asking me howcome can hear my name in dboat these daes..n i was like poplar mah den tak bodoh abt wat happen...n i realli forgot monky's name!but ernest tot i was playing a fool...we saw brendon n his jeans there the knee exposed 1 den we tot abt wat her fren sae abt it...cos she sae if there cut mean will lou4 cai2 1...den we laughed laioz...

tues:trying to do my essay..alot of thoughts..alot of disorganisation..esp my room....terrible...
muz change fengshui liaoz..

mon:went to sch with the usual teasing lah...now shihui aso on my side laioz....heavy rain ah..super cold..rem i was on the bus bac n trembling...monky msged me like wich lt i was at n stuff and i said wld be nice if i had my hot milo n stuff...little did i noe tt he actualli dd go to lt32 but cant contact me cos he dropped his hp in water or stg...shihui later let me know..aniwae i tink he told the whole team abt it...touched but den so wat...haha toldmaur if no love n to upkeep this charade its vv taxing 1...oh and i told him i saw sum1 tt look lik elgin,ger version on bus...on thur lah...
aniwae still too deep too fast lah...think when turtle hear it on thur aso "wah"

sundae:stayed home to do some work and laze ard...damn sian to start on the paper...stressed in sum sense aso..cos not doin work but at the back of ya mind kind..

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skyalps: hello

skyalps: who call u ah?
song kangah
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): who?oh i said i was using the phone ah?

skyalps: u said u got phone call mah
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): oh yea...fren called to chat loh..seems like everythings pretty down these daes


skyalps: who?
songky ah
haha
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): haha u seem to think tts the onli fren who is willing to call me ah...sum1 else is trying to ba me on icq


skyalps: ba?

skyalps: whats that
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): ba3

skyalps: english word please
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): hmmm...entice ?flirt? dunnowat word leh

skyalps: who is the blind one?
haha
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): who ARE the blind ones u mean:>

ay dun try to keep track lah dude...wait u jealous
ahhaha

skyalps: jealous?
haha no need lor..
i worry more for song kang
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): y worry for him?
the worst he gets is rejection tts all mah
ahhaha

skyalps: haha..i think he used to it lah

skyalps: his skin thick enuff for it
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): haha wah den i dunneed to worry abt hurting pple liao is it?:P

skyalps: noo..
better dont play a fool ah
i will give u a good spanking
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): oooh...dun get kinky on me
hahah


skyalps: haha
who is the one who started it first ah
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): u like?

ahhaha!

skyalps: i like what?
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): ahah drop this..y the hell do i wanna tok dirty with u

hey realli no news frm hh ah?


skyalps: what abt her?
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): no lah i mean like u sae frm last time...vday u went out with her?

(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): nothing happen ah?
does she like u?
or just leading u on

skyalps: vday? yah

skyalps: i dunno lah
now stuck
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): stuck?y leh?


skyalps: no progress lor...

skyalps: i also dunno how lah
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): wait..tell me wat happen
y suddenli stuck
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): wat did u do?


skyalps: aiyah long story leh
but now like hit brick wall already
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): is it?tell me lah maby i can analyse for u


skyalps: i toking to weiwei abt it now also

skyalps: aiyah to cut the long story short
everything is okie until her ex comes back to disturb

skyalps: she has already decided it cannot work out btw her and him
but he keeps contacting her and asking her weird questions
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): den wat r u doin leh?

(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): this ex n her tog how long

skyalps: i fed up already

skyalps: 1 yr i think

skyalps: broke up 6 months ago

skyalps: but once he knows i am going after her
then he start again

skyalps: bloody asshole
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): but if u realli lik her give her some time..be more patient
she will see this and think its a plus point

(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): did u make it clear tt u were goin after her?

(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): its the territorial instinct of guys lah
u seen her ex b4?


skyalps: yah she knows lah

skyalps: never seen before
but he is frm nus arts as well..

skyalps: dont let me see him in sch...
knn
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): den give her time lah..y so kan chiong...since u are gonna be with her for a long time

wats his name?
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): i help u curse him
haha

skyalps: no need lah
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): wats his name?


skyalps: the thought of him makes my blood boil

skyalps: why u wanna know?
u may know him?
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): so wat?he is no threat..he is history

(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): i mean who noes i might noe him n help u strategise

(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): does hh like u aso?or not enuff?


skyalps: aiyah
no need lah
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): no lah jus tell me the name..i wun do aniting 1


skyalps: like me?
i guess so...but i think not enuff

skyalps: benjamin liang
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): does she still like the ex

(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): ben liang..hmmm
dunno wat major ah?


skyalps: econs
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): i hope its not the ben guy in my tut
hahaha

skyalps: i think she still has feelings la
they were together for at least a yr

skyalps: i am just a newcomer
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): so how she feel towards him?
if she noes nutting gonna happen den dun worry laio loh


skyalps: she knows it wont work out in the long run
cause of religion problem

skyalps: and they always quarrel last time
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): u let her have a resting period lah...think abt how she feels now rather den how u feel..she muz be so confused tt poor girl
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): religion?
she cross 1 ah

skyalps: yah lah i know...
i impatient also

skyalps: no lah
the guy christian
she is not
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): precisely...u stand a better chance..but u give her space..let her work things out herself..she will be more grateful
the more u push her the worse it will get

skyalps: i am an impatient person
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): wat for get angree?u shd be smiling cos tt guy lost the chance n u got to have her all by yaself...under his watchful eyes
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): i know u are impatient...maby this is a test...every r/s will have tests
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): maby its the first...
convince her tt u are the best choice...my...this sounds like a contract..

skyalps: how to convince her...

skyalps: she also has her own worries
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): aiya..on vday wat u give her?
we all slowli slowly ah...do u talk to her on the fone?how often?abt wat?

skyalps: she afraid she will get paranoid again
last time problems caused by her being paranoid
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): wat probs were those?
its natural she will feel this wae esp after a few failed r/s

skyalps: what i gave?
why vday? so long ago liao
flowers, chocolates and a card lor
and treat her dinner

skyalps: yah talk often on the phone
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): hmm..so common...
wats her star sign?libra?hmm..yes she tends to worry more..

skyalps: she will get paranoid abt what her bf is doing, who he is meeting
afraid he is meeting other girls

skyalps: aiyah....
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): if u convince her tt u will be faithful and alwis report to her den can laio loh
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): but then...will u?
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): i tink basicalli she din trust her bfs last time tts y she paranoid..u give her sense of security n trust can laio loh
sure no prob

skyalps: thats the problem also

skyalps: for now i sure say can
but a few mths down the road
who knows
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): slacken rite?
i tink u love freedom more leh..wil get stifled in the long run...

(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): i mean do u realli realli like her ?
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): because it cld be anyone

skyalps: i do like her

(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): enuff to sacrifice many things?


skyalps: its been a while since i felt this way
and i think because we started off communicating thru messages
we got to know each other deeper in certain ways

skyalps: sacrifice?
yeah
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): becos if u tinkinlong term alot of things to think abt...but tts gd tt shes hesitating..cos she tinking long term abt both of u all and working out everything
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): so u realli dun haf to worry abt aniting
just be the way u are and show her the care n concern tt u alwis do
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): consistency will win her heart
becos watevr gimmicks this ben guy is coming up with wun last long 1

wait vv impt...y did they break up?cos of religion ah
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): oh quarrels
i tink shes sickof tt kind of lifestyle lah

frm wat i see its still a win win situation for u..if u keep it in the balance n dun overpush her

skyalps: religion problem is one thing
her being paranoid is another

skyalps: she say both her past 2 bf have problems becos of this

skyalps: thats why she say she worry she will be like this again
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): the latter case realli have to give her time loh...in fact be prepared to wait a few mths even...u haf to show that side of u...trust n security super impt in this case
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): romanticism wun get u too far in this case...i guess...shes mapping it out lah...i wonder how she will love u more tho...becos tts crucial..now shes just in limbo

skyalps: thats why i am stuck....

skyalps: frustrating

skyalps: i dont like it when i cannot find a solution
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): well seriously..u jus haf to wait it out...be there for her..ALL the time...
during this time
very crucial

skyalps: test of my patience...
something which i sorely am lacking in
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): tts gd..it makes u a better person
be grateful!

skyalps: sighzz
very bothering leh

skyalps: easier to be devoid of all this
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): wats love if its just still water?


skyalps: yah...it is not so simple

skyalps: i thought it will be so much easier
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): if everyting so simple den no challenge le
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): fight for stg u love..u wld cherish it more:>
shes worth the wait

skyalps: wow
for once thats something good u said

skyalps: hey thanks a lot
appreciate it very much
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): now if u stop digging into my matters....ahhaha

aiya..its a foregone conclusion on ya side alreadi lah...im rooting for u...better do us proud ah
haha

skyalps: u all dying to see me get attached issit?
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): yes
becos tts wat u want!


and to keep u frm bothering shhui they all laioz
ahahah

skyalps: bother them abt what?
i still want to get to know more gals mah
'haha
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): jiawen ah...u realise u not realli seeking love?
sumhow i feel u are seeking for the best contract to have babies with...
ahaha

skyalps: huh? what?
to spread my seeds issit
haha

skyalps: i am still a guy mah...

skyalps: cant i just have a little fun?
no harm done
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): no lah..not every guy is like tt 1
aiya indue time u will find out lah

(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): i tok to u now u aso cant relate
ahahha

skyalps: aiyah..
very vexed lah
need to relieve some tension
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): i dunno y u so vexed..ahha waiting onli ma...dun u just love the agony and the release after tt?:P

skyalps: no lor
i dont like this kinda emotional pressure
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): haha there will be more


skyalps: dont add more stress can..

skyalps: ahh sian
she is not back yet
waiting for her to come home
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): haha...i can onli tell the truth
rem the last time we sat tog eating..i threw u sum qs aso mah...if u want a r/s without all this then its not an r/s at all...u taking hte light side of a r/s laio...den u are not serious:>


skyalps: maybe becos i lack xperience as well
didn't expect all this
so i dunno how to handle it
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*):
dunno muz learn ..muz think..haha
this girl has a deep mind loh..shes weighs the pros n cons very well..u mus keep up with her n anticipate

skyalps: anticipate?
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): yea...u muz preempt ani changes
or else u kena hit aso dunno wat happen

aiya now is not the right time to tink so far ahead...see wat tt ben guy do 1st

skyalps: i going to talk to her now on the fone
thanks for the advice
i tok to u again
good nite!
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): ok take care gd luck!

went out with maur todae den i tink danny n monky aso wanna jio me out..went to press foot at chinatown..on a whim..was at suntec looking at his laopok sports gear den he aso shun bian pass me my books tt he helped borrow frm lib for me...very funny...shd put his blog here...went to far east square look see eat..wah waiting for food at lau pa sat for supper damn long..in the end jus zao without the food coming...

oh forgot to tell u guys! i went for a foot reflexology on saturday! hahaha paid $20 for 40 mins... and yea, it was in chinatown, and yea it was done by a woman from china, but no... it wasn't sleazy! it was the decent type mind u... well-lit and no dark curtains or pretty ladies in seducing dresses and ugly make-up asking, "mister, want special anot? *struggling with a wink that comes across more like a blink*" it was DECENT!

yes yes, now that i have established that fact...

it wasn't really painful like those taiwan variety shows lah... (moral of the story: taiwan variety shows are such great exaggerators) and well, it was alittle ticklish at the start lah, before she applied any pressure.. hehe i went with chuiping aka riko (for better feng shui). well, lucky she was next to me also lah, ahha can talk with me to distract the pain... but as i said, it wasn't exactly VERY painful, but not entire void of it either.. some parts required some 'ren-ing' lah. hehe anyway, after the whole thing was over and we were walking away, whoa~ we felt as if our feet weren't there anymore! it's like we were floating on air.. hahah!! (kinda like ghost u know.. hehe) wah shiok leh..

ahh lemme come to the best part of all -- that night and the next day, my dark eye rings disappeared!! WAH!! better than any teabag therapy i tell u... talk abt circulation (since the foot reflexology is meant to improve ur blood circulation in the first place) it completely circulated the blood clots away from my eyes!!! AMAZING!

<---- see no dark eye rings (all white only ehehe)

BUT sigh, sadly my horrible sleeping and computer staring habits quickly brought back those extremely cute raccoon eyes. sigh, what to do? i can't afford to pay $20 every week to get rid of them right? (hmm or can i? *seriously considering...*)

<----- see, all black again...

walked ard the complex damn long b4 finally settling for one..
the usual 1 tt me n bin went tho...jialat got pain ah the foot...not healthy..heheh
oh i did actually managed to eat with maur at sakae tho...and took alot of pictures..so dumb 1..haha but very funny

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh where my blog go???!?
din go for bball lah...free dae...since no tut this week

aniwae thur:hmm monky was prety sweet todae...jus tink he falling too fast tho...seems tts wats true of hypermediated conversations...suddenli i rem where i put my yr books!hahah..he looks kinda like a bun..ahahha...went to see the ent earli in the morn..still muz q...turns ut nutz wrong with me..did an endoscopy for me make me so paisey..shocked tt the doc came out with sumting so big..den she told me its the wire andshowed me the other end wich was much slimmer..hehhe..but nutting wrong with me lah..but i still paid 71 bux for my consultation!...went for lecture but in the other webcast lt...quite funny lecturer..brought all kinds of plants n hoses to make his point on pollination...seem like sci teachers arent tt dry afterall...later went to top up my hp and went to eat...but still panic so i eat quickly...so sad...dunno wats happening to me...i beat fish on the wae....dunno his horny teasing lah..but i teasd him bac...ehhehe...todae shihui me and kl all wear black except for fish..top n bottom all diff...later saw zonghan at the canteen and toked a lil with him abt trip e..so sad tt we all dun share a class laioz...leo's a pretty nice person to tok to...aniwae me n shihui trotted dwn to suntec for career fair todae...was talkign abt minghui and how his gf come n add her to frenster to chat with her...when shihui found out she was livid but cldnt tell kaijie cos he doesnt wanna noe her dating history...i tink we all end of career laio lah...jus managed to take our prizes n magazines..hehehe..walked ard carrefour before i sent her off......oh and she asked me if maur liked me!hahah

poor things...love is a contract...eugene's trying to pick the best and hes trying to fix me up with 1...shdnt toy with pples feelings like tt n add t the fire..im not so perfect after all...

wed:was listening to sarah maclahcan todae and got so much inspiration for poems!made me get chills frm hearing her sing...so peaceful soulful....aniwae was laffing as i was copying lect notes in class because so much to copy so little time!n saw brendon n found tt he was actually frmsji!cos he was wearing the pe tshirt with ripped sleeves...aniwae searched for him on frenster and sent the link to every1...ahahah...fish tot i was mad.,..aniwae he give me warning letter better not play with monky or else he fan lain with me...haha how to play?when the core is so near??

had a nice chat with daryl tho..saw him on the bus...he was studying for his mock exam but i was talking..heshrunk in his chest capacity tho..heheh..dunno wats happening to maur..no news at all

tue:msg the guys abt the guy on home page that he looked like one of the characters in salo...ehhe maur agreed...talked to katharine to find out how ocme peiling broke out over her face tt dae...winnie called for a chat..apparently shes sleeping with anoder guy now..sigh..cant get thru to her...fish kaypohing over the net abt wats happening tho...funny hardli c ani of them online these daes..duno wat every1 is bz with..oh and leslie's fren called me!so scary..made me brokout in cold sweat...their biz plan ah..dunno will work or not tho..i jus promised to help write for them..found out carine is leslie's gf and she got scolded by andy for anihow jioing ppl to work for them...oh well...talk damn long lah...so ambitious but then...hmm...somehow jiao bing bi bai ba!

mon:huifen skipped the tut todae cos got test...aiya stp test spent so long preparing for it come out all shit...make me kan chiong onli ...turtle din realli study until when he saw me at the lib..halfwae thru i cldnt take it laio...den saw zhikai n hopped over to sae hi and gossip...eheehh went to pc room to check on the happenings...later saw dennis and jimmy aso...din meet monky for lunch lah...went to ta bao..too stressed laioz lah...doobo was telling cold jokes the whole time!ahha i cant help laffing at him when i saw tt he kept talking to onli a portion of the whole class...us...at the back summore all the wae...

sun:study study study..cldnt afford togo out..wld have on sat if there werent miscommunication tho..monky asked me out saying the whole bunch of them were out...hahah..but stayed home being the gd ger to help my ma lah..saturated brain cells...super fucked up...sigh