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Friday, November 28, 2003

alrite..went out with joice todae to turf city..talk a lil about her boys..now kelvin...ah who can keep up?aniwae walked ard....dreary rainy dae...not much to buy aso...aniwae in the midst of it her boss called ask her go bac n do her acct...when shes on leave!oh well...

den at nite so weird ask me if she can use my pc to send email tmr

thur:last paper finalli!bang into vic and dar in orc...i blurted out the a level thingy den i realised vic dunno...oh well...aniwae finalli got my hands on her world!so dif to find..ugli bag tho and not enuff goodies!

and the longest compul qs ever!never c b4 so long the qs...1 paragraf ah and summore got bonus qs 1...so dumb

tt bitch finalli got back to me..gave me 9 overall..bloody fucker..

aniwae on th wae to sch this old man who sat next to me offered me his news papers when i was reading my notes!but pretty nice lah tho..

oh got pasar malam at clementi!dunno til i went...hehehe
and terence was so bitter when he cldnt jio me to bash...grumbled so much like i qian him 1...heng i use reverse psy...tink he feel more guilty after tt...michele ashley aso keep asking me to chiong..but no lah..smoke n all...

oh got deja vu!was reading my mag and rem tt i dreamt tt i dreamt tt i asked dar to buy me the curler..haha

oh this danny change fone aso nvr tell me make me tink its terence nhow come he so mani fones

wed:kevin called me up at nite to discuss wat will come out dinnoe he so kan chiong 1...and maur aso called me after class...and denied he agreed to go out with me on thur!got date with elgin mahh...summore i think he went his house and vv...so secretive summore...aniwae at least hes happi:>

naonao is sick:(

flu i tink

tue:started studying abit of 3210 lah..sian laioz..alreadi wana play

mon:2206 todae...ok lah qs was heng not culture n society...and was joking ard with galvin they all loh...den qihua came.abit out of place for her lah...and at the busstop after the exams micheleashley saw a rash on darren's neck n i asked if its love bite...den he sae love bite not like tt 1..want me to show u or not...aiyo buay paisey leh

went home with mich loh..
laffed alot becos this guy behind me boxed my ear and den mich tot she did it n we were laffing awae like how dumb it was

sun:wat else?had to study for 2206...

sat:slacked...needed the break

fri:watched tv and stuff loh..cant rem wat i did liaoz...

Thursday, November 20, 2003

oh and i dreamt of maur daryl and the rest of us at vacation!in thai maby..but defniteli near a beach/market .n sumhow i tink we cldnt locate shaw / wanen or i duno abel? and we had to leave the country at diff times cos we missed the bus or stg...and also of greeny n his bro...he was trying to explain things to me but i wldnt listen so they put my on the front of their carnd i cldnt get off so i was forced to listen but nooo...i dented the front of the car making greeny visibly upset...ahahha

well wassup???got a call frm joice n winnie todae..joice's headed to nus to meet her german fren..chatted abit with both of them n asked if they wanna go kl with me...

studied the whole dae...played abit aso...with the notti rabbits..

woke up even tho the weather was damn nice for sleeping in tho...scared tt naonao was still in pipi's cage n cld get wet...oh mingliang msg if we shd study as a grp..apparentli he went to see millie todae aso...she sae look into it..hmm

wed:watched delicatessen!mad french film lah...woke up dam earli todae...when it was raining at ard 4am...cos i left naonao in the rain!my dad was up too tho...was hoping it will be fine....well shes hopping by the afternn...
winnie called aso...asked me to help her look for frens over internet...must be mad lah...i aso dunno how to help her of her loneli existence...msg victor on frenster aso...

tues:wah hell of a dae...2 exams...pretty xiong...2303 damn hard can!met mingliang...apparently he got 0 for attendance...aniwae was tinking i shd haf done these mods earlier...wld sureli haf done well man...was cracking jokes with huifen tho...tt we cld leave our desks and bao each other cos we dunno how to do the qs...and after the exams the guy next to me suddenli asked abt my surname...turns out tt he is a paternal cousin...whom i never seen!den i said shucks shd haf asked him to let me copy his work!hahaha...den he sae he asked his dadf my dad had a daughter den his dad sae no leh..ahha so joking abit on the prodigal daughter or stg...but he noes whu my bro is tho..

oh and there was an accident apparentli and alot of students cldnt get there intime...den thurs newspapers got pple complian to forum..sae y so unfeeling start so soon....i wrote to millie aso...abt the stupid grades..say she look into it..i wonder how...

no1 picked upt he rabbit leh,,...put it outside summore..but of cos dun mind keeping lah!but pipi bit it...pain lah

mon:crammed, mug..panicked...discussed qs with shihui...so worried man...sigh...
oh and a mini lop ear got adopted!was hopping outside the road i guess...very cute..like puppy like tt...
and heng got b for project ah...summore kl din wanna noe when i asked him on tues..

sun:reading 2303 loh...mugged abit not enuf...

sat:stayed home to study i guess...relac a little cos tot still got a bit of time...

Friday, November 14, 2003

ugh!jus so angry looking at my 1303 notes cos it reminded me of tt presentation..fucked up project..and den it reminded me of my lousy scores tt fucking rm gave....for gdness sakes..i failed student participation?and i bareli passed my attendance rates?FUCK!wonder wat tt ham chee victor will say to my mail...prob chuck it cos he dunno how to reply me...ass crumb..

aniwae i went to sch todae to find jonathan to clarify javascripting with me...heng i got there n finished in time..haha he's not tt zai aso lah..sum qs he dunno how to ans me aso...den i went to biz to eat my jiao zi..its thur so wat the heck n zap my stuff den went back to canteen for strawberry slush...not tt nice todae tho..not sweet enuff...summore saw chrisleong talking so loudly...and so many pple caught me by surprised todae..terry at the biz canteen(actualli i saw him 1st) den later galvin..he was walking behind me and called my hp..still harping on the date and his funny fren whu kept butting in...den later shioli..wah tts her name...frm my eng class last time..who saw me at the fruit juice stall...talked like gd fren like tt...so funny..ahhaha

wed:mugged abit at home..seems like i not worried abt my exams at all..dunno y aso taking it so easy...stg's wrong with me..oh its kinda cool that my kids called me to tell me of their marks...felt like a relative to them!

aniwae found out tt the bugger who crashed into the flyover died...blue car, i tink in his 40s to 50s..was in the news n i was so excited..ben later called me to cfm the news and he was telling me got so mani pples frm his block filmed thething..ahha den i ask y he nvr film he sae the ghost still there very bad luck..

tues:oh i went to eat with ben at the 24hr stall..started talking abt shufang lah...realli got couple face tho..and karen and their sexcapades..cineleisure toilet!but they alwis very safe..use raincoat except for the toilet ... next dae had to get morning after pill..talking abt the gspot as a small rough patch and how he cld tahan 1 and half hrs without releasing...and tt they like doin it in the dark...sometimes with dildo..haha...and they started like 6 mths into their relationship but it suddenli stopped lah...now he saes karen seems to be very distracted talking to him...hmm..stgs wrong lah..

mon:trying to get my notes in order..n den maur called...haha aniwae he wanted get gift for mary jane...sae got bf laioz..and den we went ard town loh...gd thing aso he drove n brought my scanner back + lend me his calculator...went to eat sushi loh..and shopped at perlinis and saw his fren who gave him the look...he was telling me abt this ger whu had a crush on him n lamenting y he din go with serene last time..talking quite long in sakae..haha until waitress had to ask us if we want dessert..aniwae hes quite right..saying tt im living my future life again..right now...exactly the wae i want it to be..he said he wldnt live his life 1 moer time cos of the a's and o's but i tot i wld...go back n correct everything tt was wrong..then again..we'll nvr noe for sure...

Sunday, November 09, 2003

todae i slept most of the dae awae...bathe pipi tho...jus din wanna do ani work...lazy bones...some disturbing dreams i had..cant rem wat...now...ah wished daryl happi bdae..finalli..hehehe

sat:went for shihui's bdae chalet...on the mrt i rem tt mw's bdae has passed a few daes ago...den the delusional 1 sae wanna break up with me cos i forgot..haha...den daryl's..aniwae had a proper conversation bitching abt chris leong with kaijie..alwis tot we got nuttin to tok abt 1...aniwae he's the nice bf doin everything for shihui...bought her goldheart jewellery summore...gonna get more expensive sumhow loh..set too high a benchmark...aniwae michelle and grace n qianghsiu i saw on the bus after shopping at white sands...wah michelle's sexcapade with her malayu bf...now no longer lah..jus fuckin tts all...her parents argued n cried when they knew..aniwae they did it on the staircase,agst the wall all those..she even had to get morning after pill...her figure everything big ah...tink tt guy aso had fun lha...aniwae shes very frank abt all these...tt siao char bor kept taking pics at the chalet summore...n we all had to pay entry fee of 1 buck..so dumb...
oh later kl and weiwei came but i got nutz to sae to them instead mixed with michelle's grp..went ard exploring the place..alot of pasar malam stalls and restaurants...we made shihui n kaijie kiss..hehehe...but on the cheek lah think they paisey..such sweetness:)

fri:wah dateline for 2303 ah...pia like mad..last min stuff still cant show properli...huifen ent to hand in the project report while i tried to upload everyting..heng ah finished exactly 4:59pm when dateline is 5pm...phew...ehhe

thur:went back for 3210 aniwae..wat the hell since i wld be in sch piaing for the project aso...stayed till 7+ ah...madness until both huifen n me turn stupid in front of the pc laioz..ahaha oh and i met leo...den he pat my shoulder while he said hi to me n i was like wah liaoz anihow touch and he was like purposeli 1 mah..hahah den i saw him at the lib again he pat me on my shoulder whilst i was on the pc...den when i turned ard got a biscuit in my face...he almost fed it to me loh...den he asked me to take it...pretty nice of him actualli..ehhehe

Wednesday, November 05, 2003

ahhh...went to sch to finalli to the project i had with huifen...in the end aso nvr go for last 1303 lec...heard frm leo not productive 1...went to brave the rain to try n buy adapter....while my bro's sumwer else...in sch all dun haf stock so bo bian i went to funan..even conversed with shawlin all the wae in shanghai to find out if her dad haf...aniwae hard to findlah...i went to funan and den finalli after a long hwile managed to buy a 3rd party adapter...quite exp summore..75 bux...aniwae can use lah....had ya kun kaya toast aso!so exp...lucki actualli onli got 1 piece...or else very gelat aso...

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

well...its my last tuition dae yest with the kids for the term..totalli relieved...also my last lect on history...went down to shiseido with shihui afterwards...hung ard abit...found out tt kaijie's mum died of cancer or stg when he was in yr 2...seems like no1 knew...of cos i wun sae it out..

Monday, November 03, 2003

It’s a good day to put your attention toward the material aspects of your life, whether it’s paying bills, fixing something that’s broken or just working on a project. The physical side of whatever you do is important; otherwise you might have too much unexpressed energy. It will need somewhere to go and often the easiest route is converting it into anger. This, of course, it not the best use of the potential of the day.
my horo...damn apt loh...fucking angree now

cant sleep
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:19 AM) :
work?
doofues (12:19 AM) :
nah~~ chatting n doing my blog
doofues (12:19 AM) :
wassup man
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:19 AM) :
pek chek ah

doofues (12:20 AM) :
with who? or what?
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:22 AM) :
turtle lah generally...cos we taking this p/f module but me n the char bo is take graded 1....den our multimedia project...cos we tot he wld compile in the end never...come to sch n do...ignore our smses cos he working on his other proj...in the end late for a few hrs...sommore not zai 1...during presentation aso dunno wat he saying give others wrong impression abt the project

so frustrated until cant sleep
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:22 AM) :
hah jus look at my horo
It’s a good day to put your attention toward the material aspects of your life, whether it’s paying bills, fixing something that’s broken or just working on a project. The physical side of whatever you do is important; otherwise you might have too much unexpressed energy. It will need somewhere to go and often the easiest route is converting it into anger. This, of course, it not the best use of the potential of the day.

doofues (12:23 AM) :
hahaha so aptt!
doofues (12:23 AM) :
he declared SU?
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:23 AM) :
ya lah!
fuck lah
bloodi selfish idiot

doofues (12:24 AM) :
hehehe... aiya... maybe he busy with other work mah... then he assume since u all gd friends liao.. nber mind lor
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:25 AM) :
no loh...our sms aso ignore...got the weekend for him to tell us he cant help or do loh...y wait until mon morning...summor hes the onli 1 withthe prgrm...
every1 got other projs to do loh...

doofues (12:25 AM) :
hai... then u never ask him y?
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:27 AM) :
he nvr anser aniting 1!
he jus sae too bz n brush it off....rem last term aso like that?i was so pek chek i drove him into the wall n kicked his ass
doofues (12:27 AM) :
erm, physically??
doofues (12:28 AM) :
hahaha.... suan le lah.... as ur horo says.... release it and forget it

kids were a horror as usuall..the last session ill b seeing them for a long while..no balls to sae i wana quit...
oh b4 i forget..i tink i saw tt cute malay guy tt time me n john went out at ngee ann busstop...a few weeks ago...not gd luking laioz tho...

presentation was a horror..dunno wat kl was toking abt aso....summore din finish on time..1st time i ever late for my assignment man...fucking stupid...cant sleep even!
summore deja vu..dreamt abt this disaster some time back

galvin was pretty funny...purposeli called to askwat we got for the proj...1st time got a+ leh!they got b+ lah...den come n ask me out(jokingly)
ahhaha

sun:took it ez....winnie came to my hse to burn cd....den at nite came n take back...discussed proj with huifen onli lah..very tired...cos came bac late on sat

sat:nuttz much happened in the dae but i went out to meet ben n kc at nite...found out ben's no longer a spring chicken..hehehe got it out frm him finalli...aniwae kc drove lorry..and we decided to just go geylang buy durians,den walk ard n later i sae nvr go b4 changi village he bring me see ah gua...den see pples park n make out..din c ani action tho...den to the 24 hrs temple...see pples ask for 4d number...so interesting!wait until 2+ den got home..hehehe...he was telling me of all the romantic places to see airplanes n stuff...n i was like no big deal..haha jus planes fly n land onli mah...

fri:spent 8hrs in sch on tt 1303 proj..kl was so interested in the luv letter tt john sent me more kan chiong den me n i din realli read it yet....aniwae 8 hrs all the way...till leo n i cuckoo dun even noe wat we tinking or doin alreadi....den i later went to see bball n reconnect loh...burn zhikai until cant make it laioz...hehehe...gossip sessions as usual...very fun...
oh halloween in sch...got 2 pples dress as angel devil n give out sweets
did a spell on the way home...and later at nite with an apple...rather hard to pare an apple tho
thur:presentation..wah dinnoe i so fluent even when i talk fast..and very articulate...3210 loh...all play me out...onli i dress up...so dumb...

wed:went to sch earli for 1303 again...so boring...not much todae
tues:got back out papers for env hist....b+...hvent read it properli yet...
mon:oh went to meeet dar qixi and maur for marche lunch...i chia lah...gd mood..30+ onli...had my pork knuckle...not tt nice tho..and tt msian serving us calamari...tell him calamari he dun unurstand...so isaid sotong loh...dumb...

sun:sundaes are a blur...i hope i rotted at home...