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Saturday, October 25, 2003

stp yaoming is trying to flirt again..so dumb..aniwae did a lil of my 2303 assignment...aniwae just now rain then lightning so loud!shorted out everything in my hse...rem i was sleeping b4 and den my mum came n n kp abt the rabbit being out in the middle of the road again....tt lil fella...and i keep tinking todae is sundae!cos of the deepavali holidae mah...

fri:went out with joice the whole dae....din bring my hp so i trekked all the way up fort canning find her but she aint there so tried to find fone aso dun ahf...den went to park mall n finally called her...and we went lil india..walked ard..but all decors down....so went to mustafa cos she wanted to buy stuff den went to rochor to have tau huay zui and den back to her office where i was taking many pics!so addicted to it man...and den saw mark..he said i bian chuo le..ahhah turn darker maby?i tink its my hair...aniwae i fixed it at night cos i pleated them while iw as watching tv...looks cool now...aniwae i sepnt the dae at marina sq collecting her sigg bottle for christoph and had sakae sushi there..service so slow..tempura aso not nice 1...went to carrefour dinnoe they having midnite sale till we were there and den zao liao loh..talking abt bleak stuff on the bus...like wats it like to go deaf n blind..so shut out frm the world...oh and we went "mruku" hunting...joice dun even noe wat i was talking abt..aniwae bad experience...cos the jelibee tt i had sucked..and iw as kaopehing abt the health stds there...use hand 1!summor i dun tik fresh...and den went to her restaurant she sae damn nice..woodlands ah...yuck..the jelibee stank....kept it for my dad tho...bad experience...

thur:during 1303 class i burst out laffing heng class wasnt so quiet..cos john sent me a msg on frenster!ehehhe..showed leo tt...aniwae the lectr asked me to answer qs n i dunno...so i put my hand up in the air n waved i dunno..ahah so she asked wat does tt mean...aniwae alot of pples aso dunno how to answer..ehhehe
frenzy dae trying to get the 3210 proj tog...printing was a nitemare...maple seems a ver dependent person ...aniwae after tuition todae i went to meet ben cos he wanted to pass me his adobe n stuff...saw jingcheng there 2nd time this week!hehehe...chatted a bit n zao le...got home at 11...food sucks at the 24hrs thingy....n ben's addicted to bandung!

wed:went for class n found out one of my tut teachers jonathan is shaw's thai class fren!aniwae i asked tt female assistant for help lah...stupid dun even noe how to ans my qs abt jvascript...den i left earli lah...found out tt im 1 of the onli 2 students frm arts taking this mod..anoder 1 is huifen..ehhehe..damn brave...aniwae so happened i was playing frenster den he saw shawlin n he said if its her tt kind..chatted abit loh..with the other zhang yu tutor..ahahha...realli dunno wats goin on....ben sorta wanted tot ok to me abt his scandal..ahha aniwae met him at night lah...tok damn long...oh mingliang ah..he got paid 4 figure sum just 4 2 daes work!tt time bush was in town...but he refused to tell us how much...aniwae ben ah...karen's awae he feels tt they lost tt intimacy n alwis arguing...i tok to her briefly cos shes over there...in UK..aniwae been great catching up with him tho..

tues:sick of sch food!went down to orchard to eat my yong tau hu and den to lil india..so pretty all the stuff!went to buy my indian sweets...jelibee ah...damn nice!aniwae i did henna painting aso..finalli raised the cane at the kids...driving me crazy...hate it when i turn this way tho...hmm

mon:went home with michelle todae again...was saying galvin was sum kindof slave and alan was balding buy alan quikli said it was eugene instead..so mean..ahahah...banged into xiuting at biz canteen cos i was there to discuss stuff with maple...den chat abit..she got bf laioz..ehehe keep asking if i have...and finalli peixian at arts canteen!wah...wonderful man...dunno when can den see them...arranged to meet on nxt mon lah...

Sunday, October 19, 2003

epiphany..just realise dat uv's gf is 83 one...so que min gua for them...oh well...not tt i care abt tt pretentious bastard...wat a gek say name..torance..i wonder who din gawk..hahaha..dun unurstan y zw has such a fren...perhaps he's not tt perfect after all too...since frens tend to tink alike

oh bad dream aso...dreamt there was this fat person whu wanted to harm us...so i willed him to have medusa's head full of snakes..but he quikli fought back...fight ended b4 i knew who won

winnie's had anoder affair again...dunno her lah..with this ken guy

theres stg abt my meaness i haf to deal with...

sorta read a few msian newspapers...alot of ghost stuff...
i rem tt yipeng(last time wheni went bac to zhss he shook my hand) sm lee's grandson i noe..ehheh cos on papers todae..and maur noes his granddotter,,

aniwae..yest i went to suntec saw this ger with an underdevelop leg...had to wear like 15 inch platform on 1 leg...alot of weird ppl i saw yest...this cerebal palsy guy on the bus aso..aniwae i went to pan pac to redeem my voucher stuff..bought sausages and cake...wah damn nice..just had the garlic pork sausage...ehhehehaven been out for a long time...had my own karaoke session yest aso...and lil india was so pretty...din manage to go n look see tho...see mon how..eheheh

Friday, October 17, 2003

having a conversation with danny now...seems liek frensw to him are utilitarian...very practical...jus connected back to qingwei..changed so much..luk like sean actually....

yest...dreamt tt i was in my rm..with turtle...studying...i was realli into my bks tho...den i think the light went out was abt to get stg frm my shelf when i tripped and fell onto him and den we looked into each other and i was thining scrrew it..and den we sorta kissed..2 and 1/2 kisses...realised the burden was on his side cos he was cheating...hesitant initially den he caught my lip...and the last 1/2 he missed...later i tink he said not to tell ani1...i din i guess...its his secret...

saw benny smoking todae..tot he kicked his habit..aniwae he hi-ed me in class...his presentation todae...tok damn slang..ahaha...went to draw leo's arm...and den said im bored...hahha...wat a terror i am...wonder who can stand me...

a hollowness not to be filled
unless its the sparkling's roses'
immersed in water
to dance a thousand crystal songs
and seal its chalice
for long

rather mundane thurs tho...went for 1303 lesson dunno wat tokin her so fast and later went for classes loh..went hm with biyun..todae realli caned aaron ah...so notti..i hate goin up 1 level of threshold of tolerance...

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

for shaw's msg"wah jay's testimonial on u like revenge like tt ah...hahah..aniwae i dreamt tt i had to tok to u in chinese after u come back ah...cant adjust, u said..hahah and guess wat?me u n aud wanen went on this spontaneous trip on the train..weird cos it was only 3 stops..to DaLian and to thailand...so we were onli in a piece of winter clothing and no luggage at all..cold...den we went up in thailand shopping!where we met daryl maur they all...hahah and kept getting lost..."

yesterdae i dreamt of brendan!was driving in the neighbourhood and it was raining and i tink he got lost so i offered him to go my hse 1st b4 driving tos ch...he was quite awkward cos alot of relatives in my hse n i was serving them drinks...and we chatted a little,,,abt his theatre and stuff...din bear to leave him alone for long while entertaining my relatives cos he was damn awkward lah...den chat again loh...hahah

keep getting lost me n huifen...almost likek kene scaolded by our lecturer cos nvr attend lect n still dare ask her qs which she corrected...
haha..javascript damn hard ah

tues:candydae!our hist lectere so gd...give us hersheys to eat..so nice...so stresed out

Monday, October 13, 2003

michelle ashley came home with me..sorta lah...we were heading the same way...rather sweet ger..ahha wont mind if she makes a move on me:)

oh went to collect my cert todae...waisun's husband so nice..we went to mr bean to eat n he paid for everything..and he drove me home in his convertible!can see all the pretty lights for deepavali...and den caught up with them loh..xinyun they all..din get our deposit tho..cos dinnoe muz tell xinyun 1st...nice catching up with them tho...saw erni in the dae!she gone for japan so wun c her for tt reunion..hehe

oh on the wae back saw sum indians dragging an altar out onto the streets...sum kind of paradei tink..

yesterdae i went to cousin's wedding dinner...the bride's sister luk so much like zhou haimei...if my mum din sae i wld haf not known cos i was tinking look v much like sum1 but cant put the finger to it...food was not bad lah...aniwae went home to finish my assignment loh...wat to do...had a rather prophetic talk with maur over his weilin ....saying they'll end up tog or stg...aniwae iw ish them well...

sat:anoder dae of piaing...realising tt for the past week reailli no life laioz..ahah
but at least i finised my tapes!

fri:din go 4 bball laioz..wonder if i can go at all next wk becos of all the asignments...i did go meet michelle ashley tho...had quite a gd time joking ard with her n coming up with the interview...finalli had my turkey burger...aiya just tastes like hamburger...was in youth park b4 tt tho...until my batt sorta ran out on the laptop...aniwae after we finished we went to carefour at plaza sing..damn crowded...chatted alot..ahhah think shes sorta bi too...cant find my 4.90 clip fone...so messy the place...aniwae we were talking abt god n wicca n all....was telling her abt the 3fold law and karma....and how we r all one...shes rather intrigued i shd sae....was explaingin to her abt y we haf lusty thoughts....like god can skip the lusty thots becos he can haf orgas just by thinking abt it...y go thru all the process??kinda analogy...

Thursday, October 09, 2003

today was pretty intense...think shihui , fish , maur, paul even they all watching movie in a room den every1 got bored dunno wat to do started going to places to mo...i ended up with paul...raunchy...but no passion...cld actually feel the afterglow..well its been a long time since i saw him tho...

yest was worse...i dreamt tt yanxiang was like sorta studying to be a witch...den i was telling her how to purge the tarot cards with sage and then we keep getting interrupted..i rem it was my living room..and she was intent on taking notes...den i tink sumhow becos of the interruptions she got frustrated n decided not to go ahead...she showed me a particular pack..the molskar, or moskar,or maskar...aniwae did a search on it just now..onli got maskar...quite evil..tts y need to cleanse..then in the midst of everything i saw a dark shawdow in the kitchen area...den out of nowhere came a yellowed jap soldier looking very cross and carrying his samurai sword by his side as he was moving thru my living room...quite paranoid then actualli...i went upstairs my room to pack...a sense of impending fear...


and i had to wait so long b4 my bro came back with my notes..asked him to zap it mah...dinnoe he so late den come bac..wanted to do my asignments with it 1...

Tuesday, October 07, 2003

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oh rem councillor weiliang?tink he wrote to the strait stitmes saying that nus old admin block too cold and ask them to turn down the aircon cos conserve energy...ahha..our usp scholar summore..

today's horo
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mon's horo
It can feel like the pressure has been taken off you as the spotlight moves to someone else for a change. But this doesn’t solve your problems, which can seem unsolvable. Your mind is running around in circles as it tries to think its way out of the dilemma. But some mysteries will remain mysterious. This may be one of them.

indeed..after tt turtle thing..still felt led on...maby i was realli the 3rd party whom he actualli did tink abt deferring:)

My inner child is ten years old today

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dreamt abt des and maur todae...so weird...we were in this shop where des was trying on this top which will make him be tickled or stg...aniwae after he tried it on i went over to tickle him..hahah and all of us had fun cos we were rolling ard in laffter...oh ya and before tt i was with john...eating tau kwa i tink..but i rem the taste was much better....like a pasar malam like tt...maby goin to a play or wat...just waiting for the thing to be ready so we can eat...

Monday, October 06, 2003

Ah…this is my unofficial 1 week break..but had to go back to sch todae…earli in the morn my dad ask me to catch pipi..wake me up so earli till I cant sleep back…so woke up to finish up my assignment…wah scaredded me ah…the relative pathnames…aniwae later I went to sch for bball meeting..and for 2206 lect…sat with michelle they all..quite fun tho…toked n laff abt the lecturer’s shimmering coat…disco era…and bitching abt the gers in front of us…den Eugene aso offered me this chewing gum…aiyo…like toothpaste like tt…made in china..haha!den break I went to hand in my card…cldnt find history dept ah…den bang into my hist lecturer who direceted me to the office…I tink he so nice leh…was fantasising that dae tt if I got older sister I intro to him since he aint married..i tink..cos he sae he lived alone mah…haha!while I was brushing my teeth…aniwae went to the pc lab loh..try to do some 2206 assignment..DEN on my wae to the library saw cheok foong…he sae he cant make it and I was like u yr 1 onli leh…den he said it’s the cigarettes lah…den at the lib I saw peiling…so stressed ah…den both of us cant borrow ani bks!hehehe mine cos its all sing/mal collection..so I went to zap loh…den on my wae to fotocopy rm saw chrisleong ah…caught me unawares..aniwae later iw ent to take bus tink I saw greeny sit at the back ah!den I nvr move in den inconvenience every1…den this huifen last min den do her assignment…aiyo I cant help her aso cos so last min…oh saw turtle at the busstop..den ok loh happily chat..new hair...luk nicer...sae his pc is down...and den later nearer sim tt time daryl said hi!!!wah so excited to see him...den we were chatting abt daryl loh..i open window wanted to tok to him 1...den he tok to his fren...but msg later loh...hehhe..so love this fren of mine..dinnoe how much i missed seeing him til todae so exciting...hehehe

woke up dreaming tt i was abt to kiss turtle..haha holding me...so funny
Sundae: stayed at home cos 1stly nvr buy busstamp 2ndly to study and finish my assignment…asked my bro to help…oh world animals dae!gave pipi 2 extra dosings of food..den played with the 2 parrots...the male 1 so fast jealous..vv fun to play tho..

Sat:stayed home aso even tho maur asked me if I in town…nvr buy stamp mah..den study and do assignment loh…but mainly slacked lah..

fri:din go for bball lah...slacked aso..wanted to finish assignment...

thur:tuition...n childrens dae ah....gave them the stuff tt i had since long time...clips n notepad and stuff...made m scream at them ah...terrible..oh the 3210 break was terrible...i failed 1 grp...and when i took out my sweet biyun they all tink very xiang..and zonghan wanted to eat even when he sit behind..was sposed to sit with mingliang(oh surprised tt mingliang,maple they all rem me since sem 1..ml say i in his tutclass...cant rem tho..) they all ...but they nvr turn up so i went to sit with biyun loh..tot zonghan not coming cos in the morn he nvr come for tut mah but in the end he sae he overslept...aniwae the officer very funny...in charge of cybercrimes 1 lah...very corny...den i asked him a qs if they r still on file sharing networks..he din quite catch my qs tho...den he was like "no."...btw wats ya name ah?" very funny lah..ahha..went hm with biyun...asked her the did u do it qs...aiya nvr do..think get cold feet..wait till next time 1st..haha when she working she sae...

wed:i basically just went for tut and skipped the rest of the dae..cos huifen not coming and 1303 shihui din go aso...was thinkin im more seriosu abt my ungraded 2303 then my 1303...aniwae i went to keng gai with maur lah..he was with his fren siti..nvr intro!make me so awkward had to "hi im chuiping" to her...den very fast start to bitch laioz..she heard abt me b4 lah and maur was like "ya lah its her but shes not my gf" hahaha...aniwae her frenwas dumped by chris leong!and she wakeboard pres...aiyo...but she dun like him aso lah..sae he can make out with ani ger even tho he dating sum other ppl...later she left den keng more with maur loh...2 hrs later...decide to leave...the fruit stall auntie so funny ask me what i want she chia me eat..den i said "quan bao le!" ahah scareded her....den maur said "auntie ni ke yi shou tan le" hehehe...aniwae at the busstop saw turtle and his gf..oklah they were chatting happily..think he was onwae to leson...he zao halfwae aso..i later found out..