met weihong on the bus todae...wah so tiring..din sleep well at all....frm 6+ in the morn all the wae at night..just came back frm tt eye talk with moonwalker...saw daryl tho..dinnoe he took part in chingay with sze hun they all..gave him a hug..hahaha...aniwae will c him tmr...we were hoping at borders can see the ger tt mw wanted to jio..but she not there...and saw teguh!and hong zhao rong at the talk...teguh banged at orchard mrt

headache ah this thing between zhiming n caimin...and i exchanged hp with my bro cos mine was dying dunno how to sms..heheh..heng tt dae while studying with huifen got learn how to use the dictionary ah...

and never laughed so hard in sch before!we were at the lab with huifen when i told her abt my uncle and the tong and tie joke...and we were horrified tt we got the tests answers wrongly and gasped and we laughed so hard n loud..me lah..haha and i realised her fren who sat in the lecture with us was eric frm capoeira..he remembered whu i am cos i said before we had the same ring..ahhaha..

thurs:teased huifen who was late cos she was at mac's with her fren eric...eheh
went to nuh to have chicken rice..eheheh and den uncle gimme extra chiken cos no more cucumber..ahahah...rushed dwn for tuition loh...din bring oranges tho..altho mrs seah gave me ang pow on tues..like past areadi mah..

wed:wanted to meet up with ben and joice cos joice sae she do finish the makeup thingy...but as usual tua us lah...but i was at isetan when i saw paul koh shu jen!his voice different liao..went there to buy ramen...so exp..6 bux for 2 pieces...met jennifer at the busstop tho...now den i realise she 100% not mixed pure chinese!

ah well...gloomy tues...good to sleep in tho..has been like this for the past 3 daes..just finished my tapes..finally...haf more things to do todae tho...sigh

mon:oh my birthdae..but just like ani other dae i guess...had to go sch earli in the morn and met honghui...got a new haircut...well failed romance,new haircut...tt works out..was talking a bit with him todae...tot i might not be able to make it cos i was feelin so uncomfortable being unable to burp...aniwae skipped bio lecture cos needed to study for test...guess wat?forgot my hp,forgot my notes!heng huifen was there so we studied together loh...was at dungeon at as1 where so mani pple smoking...den i saw victor...toked a lil on our prev class outing ....aniwae we moved to the library...comfy chairs n all...saw kl there..heng ah..cld borrow notes frm him..n wished him happi bdae too..hehehe

sucky test tho...din realli care....bang into earnest who told us tt our cuckoo paper's format let every1 copy laio...hehehe and sum1 actually got 21/20!now we have set the bar and raised ths standards!hehehe...anihow...i invited the guys to my place..and fish was saying he got training til two tt dae n i was like see how..den after a while he was suddenli "ay can go cos no training cos of hari raya!" hahaha...din get to meet joice aso..she said she has dinner with boss...so ok loh...later gone home n had to see doc cos of my nose...ah....my ma was on her way to change medicine cos of allergy aso....came home n spent the day like that..exhausted..hehe

oh turtle had a hole in his sock!n i was writing on the piece of paper shihui n i used for chatting...n fish later saw so we had a gd laff abt it...probed into weiwei's affairs...she had 1 bf in jc..but tt din work out...hahaha...n fish was like saying there muz be stg wrong with us pple...haha...dinnoe she was frm nanyang!hehehe

oh fl called me!not to mention moowalker...haha ask me wear gown n go for candlelight dinner..hahah...but he called me at 12..while he was on icq!fl called at night after i seen the doctor...great to hear frm him..after so long...trying to pin my unthoughtfulness to my bad memory ah...heng got countershoot him..ahhaha
aniwae meeting next tues loh..

sun:dreamt of 2 loves ..andy and turtle...well nutting romantic..just tt i was able to chat with turtle as before... abt his gal n stuff...like in real life tt happened without a hitch aso...and andy....hmm see i knew if i din write this dwn i wldhave forgotten..but it was overall a nice feeling..like we were somewhere doin stg..haha walking ard a hse or stg..ahhaha...but all's well:)

spent the dae studying n printing notes..sun of a bitch..ahhaha...den relatives came...my dad sorta blew his top cos he was bz n they wanted him to eat with them...

sat:anoder dae ...i wanted to go tpy to return my books when danny msged...so aniwae i was out n bought soem gap stuff at tpy..walked ard a bit n was eventually late in meeting him..heavy rain heavy traffic summore..was daydreaming n almost missed my stop to change bus at trellis towers...aniae as danny put it..it was the onli time in orchard tt we used the umbrella so much in a dae(or nite) and the sky was weird...greyish brackish with white clouds..seems so surreal...walked frm PS all the wae down to orchard...mor einterested in groceries tho...so paisey...and playing with puddles!i wasnt smiling when i went to ps until i walked in the rain...hehehe...saw dwn finalli at far east bk and had a nice chat with danny..till i saw his booger!rubbed all over until his eyes there!hahaha!

told me abt how he tried to find his lost crush in pri sch whom he fought for..so funny...in frenster summore...aniwae he aso liek qingxiang...nvr hold b4 his gf's hand...frm sec 2 to 3...so funny....aniwae i hope he dun like me...realli...

dreamt of me forgetting to meet weihong n his gf at tpy library there...maby it has stg to do with my vow..ahhaha

ok fridae todae...just got off the phone with caimin...still mulling over zhiming...anywae apprently he likes keying now...wat a change...so unexpected...spent hrs talking to her...maby i dun understand y if sum1 causes so much hurt y any1 wont give up...aniwae theres this guy after her....and a whole chain of msgs(to me) after our conversation officially ended..

tiring day...went to popo's place...watch lotr part 2...eat yusheng...ah...hate gatherings...

3rd aunt asked me for 4d numbers again...just flashed in my mind...4159...swore it was part of sum1's hp number..hahah...gave it to her lah..

thur:have to entertain guests ...so tiring...helped out in wee hrs of the morning..frm yest...cousins came to badger the rabbit...dunno wat else...all the greasy rich foods...can die...

and epiphany!i turn 23 in a matter of daes..which means my vow can be broken laioz!hehehe..rather..fulfilled....with much glee i smsed daryl n maur but they were too stp tounderstad my joy..in due time then!

oh and introed wanlyn to jiawen...he purposely put a cmi pic there....telling me if looks mattered tt kind...n he quoted me...he actually remembered watever i said to him last time when looks fall awae n stuff...cld hardly remember...he does think afterall:>

wed:whol dae of helping out....cld hardly catch any sleep in between..so tiring...praying...found out frm danny tt his dad passed awae of cancer 1.5 yrs ago..wich is why he was facing tt financial probs he has now...i dunno wat to sae to him tho...but i tink the pain muz haf been quite great...

oh asked maur to get the gay thing frm david..wonder if he did it areadi yet..

tues:everytime i pass by arang court i half expect to see naked pple bathing..like a few weeks ago...bloody flashers....aniwae taking holidae frm todae onwards!screw the lecture on wed ....hehehe..gave the kids some sweets lah

mon:brought peiling to facial early in the morn..she was convinced after she saw me on fridae...aniwae she was crying n grabbed the chair in pain...writhing even...quite hard to see her like this..can onli stay n comfort her...missed the 1304 lect halfwae..frantically tried to complete watever was covered...finally went to see gordon after much waiting...aniwae i got approved lah..and so sick..aaron neo teaching lecture...so boring..waited for the break and went in..unabashedly to add..hehe...den later had to wait for shihui to zap our readings after the lect..nvr tok to jiawen over there...just felt very sick frm all the rushing ..almost cldnt take it n wanted to get out of the tutorial just in the day..
aniwae before i left jiawe quickly uttered a happy new yr to me...pretty sweet...but no time to react...jam all the wae frm clementi to my place busstop...2hrs plus to get to tuition..was late aso..

sun:went to watch lover and the dumb waiter with shawlin n wanen...2nd play was like huh?for all of us...went to bishan with shaw(she needed go home earli for reunion dinner) and wanen on the way..unusually quiet...dropped at novena...oh i tink she slept a bit thruout the 2nd play...aniwae bought my cheese and cabbage at bishan ntuc..walked ard abit b4 i headed home..oh but over there there was this woman who was shopping n talkin on the fone n shewas sobbing...quite sad tho...dinnoe wat happened but if the world was different i wld haf walked up to comfort her...


sat:stomach still feels weird...aftet the 2 antacid tt i took last night n bent double...heng danny helped me carry my load for half the journey while my bro not paisey let him carry aso...danny asked abt me...reminded me of my meals ...quite a gd fren to have lah...

stp reading packet pple..dun allow me to collect...chee bye face butch...aniwae woke up damn earli todae jus to go for js lect ah..saw tabe and karen there...ok lah quite itneresting..

i look rather bao qian todae...noting to conceal my spots...in ani case..i tink i was damn smart man...there is a smart wae to ask for a date and there is an even smarter(my wae) of declining one

i was just at david's asking him to making stg for elgin n maur..den he sae next week colelct can or not i sae shd be ok...he sae like mon or tues den i sae tues my free dae and he sae ok i can meet u outside to pass to u...and iw as like..but near chinese new yr mah..shd be quite bz rite...and den he nodded..ahhaah..resigned.
AH~

aniwae stp maur called me jus now ask me to scan for him his pic...on the pretense of having lunch together...bastard...tink i dunno...

ah bball things are so heady..stp carson goh...tok like moron like tt...he not even qualified to be 1..still dare censure my stuff...tink he nvr walk ard arts b4 to look at the posters...

oh weird dream...with chien way,joopeng,fish and some other pple..apparently on sum resort or stg and we scraped off abit of the aids virus on a petri dish or stg... den panic loh...well in the dream joopeng and fish all like lke me or stg..den i was caught between mah..den i tink joop was v disappoited when it was nearing the end and den fish n i hugged(ew) together...false sense of love...hehehe

oh i was in the as7 lab when fish popped up to asked if i haf no life...so paisey cos i just finished facial mah..wah damn pain ah...having chills over my body...sweat all over man...terrible...had the worst gastric ever aso..but the bballers were all quite concerned tho..and found out tt danny make like anoder ger!so im free!talking abt horoscopes n stuff at the table...n zhikai was like bulls eye on his prev relationship..hehehe..

thur:wah wake up damn earli to go to expo sale...john little..first time in my life i chiong thru the doors at the beginning of sale leh...nuttin loh..bought a jersey top and den shampoo and wet wipes..rushed bac to sch for lsm tho..

shihui gave me cadbury chocs in return for the sandals i gave her...and fish n i were bickering the whole wae...added alot of entertainment for yijuan tho...

and he was toking abt molesting pples on buses and asking us to find him a gf tt kind...aiyo...nvr change...and den at nite after tuition suay suay tamade...those banglas bathed finish n den expose themself infront of me...nabei..threw them my middle finger....my dad was pissed man..ask me call police..tink he next dae wanna approach the compani or supervisor...now my parents sae muz ask me to call them when i get home after work

Try as you might to resist an impulsive purchase now, you still could head home from the store with something you don't really need. Whether or not you make a material purchase now, chances are you'll be more casual about spending money or about pledging your love. You are in a risk-taking mode of operation, partly because you believe that you've thought it all through carefully. This rationalization may not be as logical as you think it is. Remember, fools rush in where angels fear to tread. Don't be a fool.

i heeded tt advice..ehng i din overbuy stuff..i hope:P

wed:2210 lect...msg weiwei tt she lost weight n looked prettier laio..eheheh...totalli dun understand the whole bloodi lect ah!so much to copy aso n she dun put on ivle...
went down to bball courts to onli find out that the posters were not approved..."i tink got balls maby offensive to some gers...." "...err it was designed by a ger" of cos my heng heng was ok with it lah...stp cow...change loh...no color summore...anoder cheebye face
den waited tehre for a while..no biz of cos...and hedging whu will wint he match, raffles hall or kr...i tink kr will win lah..later found out tt keying n zhiming n my bro went to the cosplay at downtown east...aiyo...ad she later sent me n bro home...but on the wae she liek msg her fren abt "yan and his sis"..when i asked her she immediately sent the msg and closed her hp..suspicious...asked my bro abt it and he said tt they made their stand very clear frm the beginning n he dun believe...i said wait n see loh..

and abt caimin n zhiming's biz...he was grilling me abt it...but i dun tink he will reveal to any1 lah..
still ask me a 2nd time after dinner...

oh and tt sari came dwn to interview maur,elgin and shihui...shaw joined us cos she bang into maur n free...and i passed shihui my sandals cos she broke her heels while she fell down ...

tues:danny was being nice again n asked me abt my health..was telling maur how unfeeling he is to his frens n i tink he tinks we r liabilities to him..iw as asking him y he n daryl nvr tok and i told him i felt distance between us...den he sae he need to spend time with gin wich of cos no1 minded...not the quantity but quality tt counts...he sae he dun even call ani1 so like y shd he start telling daryl tt kind....sigh...i dunno wat to make of this

mon:was late for doobo's class cos i was zipping ard sch..trying to handle my appeal and all..was trying to make the poster aso at the pc lab...den take so long...late for class loh...den i saw jiawen for the 1st time din realise it was him..so hobo...unshaven and uncut hair ...grss...but he did gimme a sweet and a figurine lah..
he tink i wanna compare gifts with others...madness...he sae weiwei gave hima recipe bk b4 he left..so sweet of her..den i ask him y dun jio her...so wasted...

i told him he never looked better...off dead!ahhaha

i met up with joice todae aso...she was toking abt kelvin and their fights...and their jealousies...but b4 hand i saw mingliang on the bus...apparentli he n kelvin onli got c+ for the mod and mingliang said he overall din do well for last sem...den we were tokin abt lotr laio....tok n tok later he got off..at orchard 1st

joice n i ate at my place dinner and den went to cout to chit chat..seems liek kelvin wanna change her look..and her future mom in law wants them to buy the flat next to his place!ahha

sun:dazhi celebrate bdae todae at sakae sushi..we bought him a pair of tix to watch lover and the dumb waiter...and qixi joined us for dinner after i asked her..she n daryl were so sweet..eheheh..playing with each other with qixi bullying him...she later bought choc cake for her mum cos it was her mum's bdae...we hovered ard dome b4 we left..

sat:hmm ive been sitting here wondering wat i did on sat..muz have toked to daryl on the fone damn long he go n tell qixi tt our conversations r alwis very sexual..but i sae no mah aso very religious//and he sae he wonders wat kinda bks tt im reading...ahah
oh yes i was out with winnie to cut her hair at karmen's and danny tried to ask me out too bad i was out with her..so winnie was telling me her fren kena raped or stg...gang raped summore at chalet...so realli cant trust men ....her fren aso disappear,,,now goin thru counselling...heard tt the next morn her legs were so weak(kena drugged) tt she had to crawl on the floor for help...her bro was livid n almost whacked the perpetrators at the police station...and i ehard she quite pretty aso..and got bf..duno how he react tho

later went down to bugis to but her her pair of MAD shoes..den finnalli on the bus home saw these bengs n lains couple...so clingy to each other..cant wait to fuck each otehr like tt...den her bf poked her gap in between the breasts in full view leh..not shy man...i was eavesdropping on their conversation...wonder next time grow up how...

interesteing yesterdae that i had...wanted to go sch earli to c doc b4 the meeting but sumhow ok laioz...den in sch we were having a meetin on 3-on-3...and went down to the courts ...on the way there saw heng heng ah!act cool..ahhahame lah..and chatted abit..later heard frm qingxiang got some indonesia woman representingnike coming down to meet us for an interview...and i was glad tt i cld bring up the issue of sweatshops..even tho qingxiang threw me a look saying tt its a sensitive issue...caimin told me todae tt it was over for zim n her...diwen came dwn aso...ahha chatted a lil....later when i left danny dinno i was gone..msged me...the interview so long tt i was late to meet shaw n wanen at chinatown...they aso late lah...and we hung out loh...filmed sum stuff...shaw's a lil less toned now..and wanen was bombarding us with her love life trying to maintain the secrecy..ahahh..squeezed with the crowds loh..so paisey...went to buy sweets and bargained with the chap ....den when i bought nian gao got 2 free..cos i called the boy uncle...den the uncle beside laughed abit...ehheh..aniwae all went well lah...

Murphy's Law states that "if anything can go wrong, it will." Today, however, Jupiter's Law is in full operation. "If anything can go right, it will." This is a good news transit day, for you can gain understanding about ongoing situations in your life. Your new perspective offers you new possibilities. But you need to do something about it. If you don't take some kind of action, then you are minimizing the chances for things to "go right." Jupiter's Law doesn't bring good things without your participation.



dinnoe it was so late laioz at maxwell tot we were gonna go ahead n walk summore...ahah so went to take bus back home loh...

aniwae funny dream was dreaming of andy lau and alot of other stars...running...or a kind of adventure...

oh found out that shaw n ray shaw used to date!tink there was sum kinda rjection on his side?

and peiling is pressing benches with the guys!to make herself more zhuang...ahhaha..they were teasing ehr on tt..heheh

thur: so interesting!my grandest dream was to fly thru the clouds in great speed wearing a white and gold robe...i cld just imagine it!and guess wat?when i looked up the skies there it/i was!exactly the same shape i wld be flying thru the clouds!i saw it as a gift frm god to me...

and the parallel universe thing is realli working well!i suddenly tot abt opposites and so surprised at my ability to will the buses out!another gift...

aniwae skipped the whole dae of sch todae...sian....and so nice...every1 asked after me...like fish...kl even..on the icq...muz haf taken him some courage to ask me tt since we hardli speak on icq..

oh n i helped my ma made new yr goodies todae aso..but all given out in the end

wed:aesthetics class todae!saw my yandao..heheh wah so surprised when he opened up his mouth to speak to the lecturer when she asked a qs...saw sheila and denyse there...but nvr sae hi lah..sheila was jus sitting in front of me..paisey...den saw weiwei and benny...the smirk as usual frm benny...sat with huifen loh...later whent to the canteen n banged into cheryl,xueyan,tzemin and later xiuting!hahaha peixian finally came much later...tze min was selling her earrings..along with her fren david..who was coincidentally the person whom i bought maur's canoe frm...ahhaha...wondered if he remmeber me...but he tried to be frenly n butted into my conversation with xueyan..and chatted a bit lah...not much..hahah...aniwae i was like late for the sale loh..traveled 2 hrs to expo!

and ok lah not so many pple as i tot it wld be..i walked out of the cashier's with the bods top tucked in my bag...realli forgotten abt it...but den last min saw...and the security din stop me aso..and i was having such a headache...gosh..lack of sleep...
saved 5 bux tho..ehhee

wanted to go buy for the gals...but i tot they might be more interested in goin down themselves..

tues:free dae todae!heehh ...came dwn sick lah..nose sensitive..yest 1st dae of sch alreadi see doc...so mani pples!waited 1 hr ah..helped my ma make new yr goodies loh...wahuntil headache...

mon:1st dae of sch!got abit nauseaous tho...and my bidding nvr ended
ahhaha...alwis like this...oh after seeing the doc somehow my ex-soulmate radar kept picking up signals..and when i went out of sch..there turtle was...with weiwei and jason...funny haircut tho..hahah..den just went off loh..ehehe...

sun:this stupid shaw ah..tua me for leroy...come bac onli noe how to find dates
hahaha...ok loh otherwise wldve gone out with bin bin alreadi cos she asked me go tpy man den i said need to prepare shaw's stuff..tt woman ah..

sat:had a 28/99 meeting at marche..so dumb..not nice 1...cos so unfrenli...like suelyn n karen not vv interested to make conversation like tt...aniwae made excuse to leave earli after paragon lah..mich went to meet rudi..and den we went to cineleisure to have damn expensive drinks loh...so small cup summore no service...yuck...and banged into alec there while i was walking ard to digest!ehehe...

fri:ah!!waited for tan shulin tt woman for 2 hrs ah..heng made 2 appts tt dae at funan travel frm there to back to town...and back again...treated her to la mian at crystal jade..while she treated me for my hair perm..not bad actualli turn out quite nice...ahhah im sure no1 cld tell it was so cheap..ehehhe...

hung out awhile at suntec loh b4 she had to make a beeline to meet her bf...the pples at the chickenrice deli at carefour was like so enthu..even the cook frm the nasi lemak stall aso came n help..i tink they were jus plain bored...ehehe

finally 2004!feel so light n happi tt 2003 is finally over!all the sars n wars n stuff..toking with elgin now...found out he's frm sji..lack of vocab tho
ahah
ok so i basically slackedat home...boring dae for me not wanting to do aniting...watched american pie 2...realised i watched it b4...and my dad finally caught the pigeons dwn...

pretty big birds alreadi

wed:gosh!did i dream of takashi sorimachi!so damn cool...cldnt realli speak jap but he cld tok to me in english...and cantonese!these 4 old women at the table..said they were in hk before...so interesting..aniwae i was having aprob den he so man come n solve it..cld almost smell himman...damn cool..dun tok tt much aso..ahahha

on aniwae countdwn dae....maur said shaun n victor were backup dancing for the sentosa countdwn...so tired..had to springclean the whole morn and den had to work...damn shag...wanted to film last hrs of 2003 aso nvr...cant be bothered to rewind the tape..

chated a lil with egeus...asked me to write a complaint letter to the forum...damn poor his grammar
but ok loh helped him loh..cant wait for shaw to be bac!

oh n bought alot of food at the pasar malam near my place!

tues:was supposed to goo with winnie to cut her hair but in the end cancelled...had tuition aniwae..

mon:went to dar's hse to watch lotr..maur got lost somehow...damn draggy show ah...fight here n there..ahah ...dar's having pms probs with qixi lah....aniwae in the end me n maur left n went to the pasar malam there to eat and walk ard...telling me abt the sexual stuff between him n gin..haha

sundaes r like amnesia daes for me..if i dunupdate myself , i wld haf forgotten wat i did on that dae...like todae...i was probabli at home waching frens...
hahah
oh well i give up...aniwae came to understd tt writing for myself is so different frm writing for others
for others blogs were so darn interesting...now no motivation..i jus need to remember:>