alritey...wat a dae...finalli home..watched my frens episodes...slept...not too much todae basically..forgot to bid for my mods..as usual

ahah..

oh yest i saw jem!was on the escalator with his godsis...looked so much better..broke with his bf le but they still on gd terms..tink after a wk or stg...said hes saving up to go to dalai lama in india..haha..tt kid..

i was with peiching michelle jingni n bin yest at karaoke..wah damn high tech man...use pc to sing 1..ehhe...pc not bad a singer actually..got lian guo 1....found out she broke off with her bf..sum 29 yo guy..horny...and she hated the blowjob she had to give him...and hated sex....well we were with michlle n david in the newurbanmale store looking at magz...oh so no skill...and den we finalli broke awae...cos i rather spend time with pc..so over caramel at gelare we spoke abt stuff...kinda miss the daes..told me she had gone on a crash diet eating onli 2 pieces of bread previously....wat happened to all my frens eh...

and tt 38yo pact..if she stays single..which she wants to..heheh

You could be at the top of your game now as your clever wit and charm is working overtime. But there is also a background moodiness that you bring to surface--and others may wish that you keep your more sullen side to yourself. Don’t worry about it. Just be who you are. This is, after all, the greatest gift that you can give to anyone.

so funny..i was just thinking how com ei was so witty already...oh well..went to church at risen christ with daryl n gang..but b4 tt i was at the busstop saw kelvin lim and his classmate ah..qingling or stg...in the bus...and den when i went up the bus to meet daryl n family they started laffing at me cos i was wearing specs..ahhaha...so funny...making snide jokes at mass the whole time...had handshakes and hugs...so weird...elgin was there and made me give hima reading..such an emotionally charged fellow...still coming to terms with it..told daryl i was like a fag hag..ahahah..and dazhi was beginning to suspect loh...esp after maur decided to send elgin home after newton....den daryl's mum was giving the look..vv funny lah..later went to join ray n dazhi both at newton to eat....and later watch love me ifu dare...alot of jokes along the wae...ray was sliding qixi and i was siding her...oh ben announced he broke up with karen...think he told her to fuck off the cab which left her crying...and joice din turn up as usual..must be mo-ing with kelvin lah...morbid show...love me if u dare...lirong was totalli wasted by the end of it...so sleepy all the fotos...eheheh

and the trash at orchard!terrible!heard there was a fight or stg...aniwae met alex n vanessa outside the cinema aso..they were watching mona lisa smile...so weird...eheheh and nearli 4am in the morn!hehehe

later daryl n qixi decided to head for the beach while dazhi n ben n me went home..so nice of him to drive..

went home on xmas morning a happier person...i knew it..this xmas wld be gd...despite all the failings and plannings...n the pek chekness....

aniwae met joice just now aso...passed her the gifts and she passed me theirs..so many!
she was with kelvin lah...look abit weird the head...and she cut her hair short....she gave me the dirty look when i unknowkingly snided her for missing every yr's party...den realised she din want kelv to hear abt her escapades...

oh well...aniwae shes off to meet his parents...eheheh

so pek chek!every1 just hecked the whole ting...den joice finnalli did arange stg den later eb me sae she forget mus go shoppin with her bf..so i canceled the whole lunch..
kids tuition again..brought them gifts..make them happier abit lah...and so shagged...fell aslip in between my show...heng got tape

mon:todae im at daryl's place for xmas dinner...steamboat..haha a lot of revelations...abel n his gonna be gf....and daryl n qixi..the wae we grilled them!!!mum was in here in the rm aso..quite paisey...oh we took alot of wacky pics!and we cornered dazhi n made him tell of his dancer 23 yr old gonna get together gf...such a nice feeling....in dar's rm typing now..with music...had gift exchanges...joice n ben din make it here todae...bf/gf i tink...and parties elsewer...
spent the nite talking a lil abt ghosts stories...kenny n his cold jokes...qixi threatening to grill me when i get my bf..ahhaha..
kenny was balding!n nope maur din tell every1 abt his status yet

oh they got in finals for funkamania..wats new?shaun was the judge loh!heard michelle ashley was not bad..in fact the best in hergrp!

sun:realised tt naonao is a male!!!again cheated..ahhaha...n growing real big now...went to watch chestnuts unl;oaded with maur..damn funny loh!!1st time was able to be on time n not in a cab..went to cheenatown n eat after tt..smith street..den later tang yuan...this woman in front of us so picky...annoying customer...

later headed back to town to get the gifts for the rest of the pples...so tired...later went home..

sat:oh!xiuting's bdae party..aso wanen's..but din go for wanen's lah...quite cool all of them brought their bfs along..yanxiang...(who wants to be a nurse)..tzemin(grew a lil plumper but cute as ever whose bf looked alot like eugene-the labbie) and xueyan(telling me after these yrs very touchy) and of cos xiuting(made her bf do stupid things like act out a love scene and their love story in cheena)...faith was particularly cute..and the rain..terrible...food was not bad but too little..so xiu had to buy pizza hut summore...meishan was there n she perioded on her chair..heng i saw...and helped her out...later tze min bf sent me home n i was so bad at directions tt i kept giving him bad ones..hahaha

xiu had a bruise to her face..so unfortunate..that gooky ger accidentalli knocked herself on the edge of the table..

fri:was supposed to hang out with joyce but in the end she sae got work so i went out with danny in the night,,,to mustafa loh...so weird..his 1sttime there...we shopped for nearly 2 hrs...he saw things he nvr did...bought electric toothbrushes and lollis and cookies...passed the lollies to ben..after he called me frm the kopitiam..den i rush dwn loh..he showed me 2 emails he printed between karen n him...wah realli like debate aso....bottom line is they gonna break but dunno when....spent until nearli 2am comforting him...hope he comes to a conclusion soon...karen saes he lost his appeal..n reallis howing true colors laioz loh..spoilt brat...and wants no responsibility in the r/s...oh well..

thurs:ah results came out!dun dare to look tho...onli 2 daes later in the wee hrs of the morn den dare to check..ok loh...still abt tt stp bitch 3210 prof...na bei..can go n die lah!mus haf done damn well for my exams to get myself a b- loh..bitch!
aniwae went to meet moonwalker after tuition for lotr...idiot kept hanging on to the popcorn...and we saw alot of hardcore fans in costumes!ehhehe...he went to tap one of them on the shoulder..hehehe..took a few pics

wed:was supposed to potluck loh!den in the end at qingxiang place all gaming awae..celebrated peiling's bdae...surprise style...and we had kfc..almmost died..not nice to eat at all 1...went to walk ard to avoid puking...den hung ard n left when they wanted to go watch movies..so not for me..
took same bus with chuyue tho..

tues:rest easy now...just bac frm the trip ...have tuition loh...
catch up on shows and newsppapers

mon:back frm the trip!missed my bunnies...aiya yest waited so long at the station so boring...so mani ppl!had to walk across the causeway aso and cldnt find bus to take..in the end anihow hop on 1 bus n took a cab home...terrible....saw a nus fren..dunno whu she is aso...might be in english class b4..

sun:was walking ard the whole of kl...lot 10 area...damn din go to berjaya times square...eat and eat...stp tau huay man...so niao over a spoon...but the clyapot damn gd!had our feet pressed aso..and full body massage....my ma tio the man tho..alwis asking for money..iritating..

sat:eating andeating and eating!not much to buy aso actualli...chinatown area we combed...bought more or less evryting iw anted to

fri:travelling to kl!woke up damn earli in the morn like 5 am...brought my vaginalogues bk there...haha lai yee tot it was a pretty vulgar bk i was reading but i told her abt v-dae violence agst women stuff...

i had to make sam stand thruout the lesson todae...totalli not digesting what she learnt..aniwae later we took pictures..but she was covering the lens...so i reacted and got caught on camera...aniwae children r so easy to take..they smile without any posing...so natural..

wed:totalli drenched out todae..sodulan tt i nvr bring my umbrella ...shulin was late as usual..we went out to amk to take bus to go to zoo..caught most of the feeding times of animals...in the end cant tahan the rain go buy poncho...and so sad they cancelled the sealions show!cos of the rain...actualli got quite scared looking at such big animals..everything was so dreary cos of the rain...n the poor chicks..so tired still have to entertain pples like us...such exploitation..we later hopped on the bus to bishan and ate there..shopped abit aso...before she headed to jon's place..got my dad the fighting fish..
apparently shuqing like got bf laioz..ahahah

tues:finalli a dae of rest...wrote all the numerology predicitons for joyce and maurice...so draining man...glad to stay home...ive stopped tokin abt my dreams for a while...better not tink so much...aniwae shaw's a darling..i alwis enjoy talking to her cos we r so nice to each other...this wanen was gloating abt her new crush which she insist its like true love...and sniding shaw's lack of one...think shaw was pretty pek chek with tt...

mon:had tuition todae instead cos seah's goin shopping..oh and so nice ..audrey seah actually sent me a card for xmas!better rem to thank her..hahaha

sun:stayed at home reading my numerology stuff...

sat:had my snr jnr match!not enuff pples for gers so peilin n i split..aniwae we won...and the guys just lost by 1 ball!so fucked up..jnrs called in ntu pples...
ate at kfc...teased edmund a bit..ahhah..but tt kan chiong spider..please i dun tink hes my type nor wld i come onto him..

fri:went down to suntec to buy the towels with weiqiang and later to chinatown where tt slacker jimmy later joined us..to get the rest of snacks n stuff...went to wrap the gifts...not very glam but will do lah..hahaha
made them cart awae the big stuff..so bad the rest of the pples were gaming at home whilst these 2 had to do sai kang...haha

thur:ok such a hectic time now...suddenli every1 ask me abt the gala priemeire job...and abel so helpful get sooooo many pples for me...

stupid hotel say must charge me extra 1 nite cost..fuck man...of cos im disputing it

wed:had meeting in sch with bballers...caimin came halfwae...she alwis quite sensitive 1 leh...but at least yest maby she was smiling abit..cldnt spend much time with her tho...had to rush down town to meet jac and selina...they shopping ah...mad pple..ahhaha
den saw liying!happening too mani times laioz...so scary...tot she was with them..and selina later saw her crush...accompani them to hollywood secrets to shave their brows...

tues:great tt tuition is now 230pm...went with my ma to bugis to pray and buy herbs and umbrella before that tho..and on the way out of house saw used condom on the street!made me jump man...and i told her abt the dream this morning abt my dad dying...seems like he died on wednesday and came back on fridae...slimmer, younger...but i was so filled with the sense of loss...i was in the living rm listening to my ma explian how dad died and den i saw him outside the window n i stopped hearing my ma and just went to my dad..he sat me down to tell me everythings fine and if i have anyting to ask abt studies and iw as saying i dunno alo tof my science stuff and he sortof wrote on a piece of paper what to teach me...i rem his last words when he was living abt taking care of the rabbit...and den he wrote impt things he had to sae on a piece of paper so i can take it with me....din realised tt time was so short n i told him actualli the science stuff i can fin dout frm my frens loh den he seemed a lil like "y din u tell me earlier"+lovingly kind of look like sor nui kind...den he had to go and altho he might haf said tt he cld visit anytime i wanted him i realised tt cld onli be in my thoughts yet his words were true...and at the last moment before he left i hugged him and called out "i love u very very much daddy" before he disappeared...i woke up crying...now theres a lump in my throat...and i cried so badly...i went downstairs to check on my dad...it was 450am...den i went back to cry summore..cldnt sleep after tt...sotroubled...made me realise i might not haf alot of time left...and i prayed..one more thing..i realise when ya heart chakra is fulfilled...all u need is literally just love...the lower chakras din mean anything anymore...and last time i tot i cld handle my dads death cos we werent tt close but apparently i dun tink i can take it...n i realised how brave weilun,zhaohui and winnie all were...

aniwae i later went to meet maur and supposedly daryl n joyce for exco meeting on xmas...dar cldnt come cos he was dancing till 530am last nite so i hung ard with maur exploring gift ideas...caught him in better daes..and later while in bodyshop saw jac and shijun n liying..apparently they were celebrating selinas bdae and i sae y they nvr jio..ahhah den they sae its a surprise so later they invited me into bakers inn for a cake and split it with maur cos we were so full esp after tt sucky tang yuan not fulfillinf 1...and we spotted that man with a bandage on his head!again!ahha laffed until jialat...and we talked abt elgin and seems he is aso gay...put head on maurs shoulders laioz..ehhehe...and he was telling me how eileen they all cant accept tt maur's gay and he told me tt esther n eileen both think we wld end up together...hope tts not true tho..realli...oh aniwae we were waiting for joice and jac called so we went in....and den it became bpoisterous as i later learnt tt it was pretty quiet b4 we arrived...den they were tokin abt mark n i realised ya hor they all were in nj tog...ehhehe...ahha den joice came so in order not to dilute the party too much we left loh...but felt bad abt just goin in for the free cake...ehhehe

later joice admitted to kelvin as her bf...den discussing how to bring him into the xmas thingy...aniwae we planned to go msia the next dae while 3 of us were sair-ing in cartel...ahaha...in the end went home with her loh...stupid man on the bus buay zi dong took our seat and later stamped on my foot when i was getting off..irritating...


mon:went out with bin loh...wanted to collect freebies 1..den she came abt an hour late...heng we stillmanaged to get it..just like the gd old daes...was nice to hear frm her again actually...since yest's party..din lose tt loving feeling..ahhaha...walked until leg damn pain ah..den we went to chinatown and eat guo tie...later went to ck and bought so many snacks!!!and she almost combed the shelf clean of those american products...all the slimming ones...to sell online..later we rested outside and den decided to go maxwell...oh funny thing abt todae..we were much in tandem with each other...msged each oter at the same time and think abt stuff the same time...she was probing abt the virginity how to tell if one is one...but i will onli reveal if she tells me if she is still 1...dun tink so aniwae...went to get ham chim peng...oh and moonwalker wanted to butt in tt dae but she paisey...so in the end nvr come loh..

sun:michelle's bdae party!wah just like a kid again..got games, got prizes ...played win lose or draw and charades..hahah...n her ma almost scolded me for leaving earli..actualli shd haf stayed...onli not very shou every1 there lah..wah there was this part in the charades when michelle had to bend over and boy were her boobs overflowing...bet no1 was able to conc on guessing..ahahha...and bin's the karaoke head with jingni as president...!

sat:went out with my ma...to get my kl tickets...we later went to the army market to eat..the beef noodles not bad!been ieating tt for a few daes running laioz...and came bac n saw jackie...wah wear makeup...she called me lah i got so bad eyesite cant even c her properli