tue:rushed to bedok cos wanted to burn files using moonwalker's burner...so paisey his mum give so much food n i nvr touch at all!onli concentrated on burning...showed me sum of his pics tho..and his bro-in-law gave me a ride...so paise he ask me abt qs abt uni and he cldnt understand wat course is wat....but he was nice lah...and the children i saw...ger damn quiet 1..boy more noisy..tot his bro-in-law looked like labbie...a more dishevelled 1..ehhehe...den rushed dwn for tuition loh...heng made it in time..but no time 4 dinner...so went to pee and bought yucky sandwich frm 7-11...

wed:went out to take the NEL with my ma..to chinatown..went to eat..chicken rice ah, mee pok ah, she wanted to have laksa even!but after dessert i was damn full..walked ard with her to ck go n buy stuff den come home loh..all the while nagging abt my dad..

dreamt a lil dream...abt ndp 1...so funny...daryl was dressed in a suit and i was late for performing aso...but i wasnt so panicky...at the door they had to check the stuff iw as sposed to wear..sum band ard my hand or stg..abt 5 tings in all...den the crooked ger at the door looked at my hand n she measured how mani inches out and said i wld be better off in the insurance industry...weird...

thur:bball dae!din haf much confidence playin tho..cos so long nvr play...but it was gd to see the others...and zhiming came back!and he's pretty gd nowi shd sae...he said over at the US pples can jump over his shoulder when shooting 1...damn scary..and i had this boring meeting with sportsclub lah...chris leong was blahing awae...and i cldnt wait for him to finish his nonsense...and weijie so slow when he speaks!but i just went off near the end...to eat dinner...the guys were all eating but i din join them...oh fabian was saying wat happened to my hair and i was tinking wat and i aso asked him bac...den all reservist lah...like danny aso....he cut his hair damn short..look more cutesy now...din recognise him at all...eng chuan and every1 else aso had a shock!:P aniwae i went to toa payoh to haf dinner...everywer all close so i eat bun...den eat pasar malam food...quite nice actually:P
came back with a headache but stayed online and played pretty good solitiaire...these daes play until 4-5am b4 sleeping ah!

todae:wanyi said her jeffrey beat her n asked her to scoot n she keeps pressing me for jobs!sometimes i dun understand y she wanna hang on to this abusive r/s when others alreadi sick of her..

did a tarot reading todae...was tinking hey..todae's the dae of love and divination...so can play with my cards...well the wait will be over soon..tink i might haf 1 brief r/s but fulfilling and end off with a damn gd 1 next yr ard late april onwards...or it might be the other wae ard...oh well..cant wait for the fun to begin:P

my mum went on a wild goose chase todae over the channel u pples...sickenign irritating pple!i sent them this feedback
Hi there, would just like to seek some answers about the issues that i am going to raise. You see, what happened was that there was an advertisement that went on air that asked for the participation of people on a new food show where zhong qin would be one of the hosts.It stated that pasir ris and boon lay mrt(from 9am-12pm) would be the stops where people could register. Thinking that this is rather interesting, my mother decided to join and arrived 9am at pasir ris mrt and saw no one.Later about 20 mins later, the channel u crew came and she went over to one of the crewmen to inquire about where to sign up as there was no booth set up nor any posters seen.He replied, asking her to wait a while."A while" took forever and they never got back to her, nor set up a booth but packed up and left for the mrt.Puzzled, my mum tried to follow them and asked the control station officers where the crew was headed and he directed her to boon lay, saying that that would be their stop next...so she took the mrt all the way from pasir ris to boon lay where she did not see anyone nor any booth for signing up.Exhausted and disappointed, she decided to head home(which is in serangoon, imagine how far she travelled) and i later tried to find the hotline for her to call.After being transferred all over the place...we finally got hold of an executive who kept saying she knew nothing of this new program but confirmed that all the places have been filled.Had the crewman that was part of quan yifeng's entourage gave my mother more directions instead of just to aimlessly wait, my mother would have been able to take part, instead being brought on a wild goose chase. My point is, even when there's a time slated for signing up, would it have been better if a booth was setup properly for proper signup and also to tell other people that places have already been filled even when they have come at 930am or even at 10am to try to participate?Your executive who tended to us did not even try to find out how come there was no booth at all when we sook her help and instead said she knew nothing at all. She could have said she would try to find out and get back to us somehow but she did not.Been avid fans of channel u since it started, we are now left disgruntled and i can easily now say that i would have lesser satisfaction from viewing shows by channel u after this distasteful experience.

i hope this feedback will not be ignored and certainly would anticipate some form of reply to my complains.

Disappointed viewer,
chuiping

What else?i gotta start a new blog with ugly templates.Oh watever.
i was gone on the 18 and 19th...and i told my sob story to joyce word for word

"Wow sounds like load happened... well the dinner tonight was to be a belated
birthday treat for all of you... but it would seem that all of you are busy
tonight... so I guess its cancelled...

LOL... Tandoori night is real good... so this is another thing you are going
to miss?

well I think they were probably caught up with the mood of things and you
should know how they can be sometimes... I can understand that your feelings
at this point, well shall we both meet this weekend and spend some quality
time out?

Give me a call tonight and I promise I will wait for your call.

Culinary regards,
Joyce Law


-----Original Message-----
From: riko [mailto:popicool@singnet.com.sg]
Sent: Friday, June 20, 2003 11:49 AM
To: Joyce
Subject: Re: invitation to dinner... pls rsvp


hi joyce...todae i got tuition until 930...too late for dinner i
guess...tried to call u but i tink u were bz or asleep...aniwae batam was
quite fun overall but i think it was pretty uneventful at some point...the
1st dae we were there the lunch sucked...everyting was so dry!and dinner had
to be completed in 3-4 hrs as the dishes din come as planned....worse, i was
left in tears doing watersports..u noe how much im not a waterbaby and freak
out at deep waters...so anywae the deal was we enjoyed the jetski rides and
later all of them wanted to do the banana boat ride wich i thought was ok
..i mean just being tugged ard in the waters...until i found out frm the
earlier batch of ppl who went on that u could haf a choice to capsize in the
deeper part of the sea and i was already quite apprehensive and told every1
tt i dun wanna capsize but every1 was just like "no no must capsize then
fun!" den i was thinking i shd compromise and not spoil the fun and maby
just 1 capsize..then unexpectectedly becos of a sharp turn the speedboat
made, we all got flung off the banana boat...i got knocked on my head( think
every1 got hit sumhow) and i was submerged in water and the only thing i
could see were bubbles above my head...the water entered my nose and stayed
there even when i got back up, which made me breathe very difficultly....i
was so freaked out when every1 wanted to capsize again when i barely
recovered!no1 seemed to care or listen when i told them i really dont want
to do that and would rather be on the speedboat as they rode the bananaboat
behind me...still..i got back on and i was the only 1 protesting when the
boat almost capped again...i told every1 "i am really very scared" when they
din listen i got angry and told them so and i said "im gonna get angry and i
want to cry already...im really gonna cry!!!!" but maurice,shawlin and
daryl(maby others but they were louder perhaps) were all cheering to be
capped again and i cldnt take it anymore, i burst into tears...tts an
understatement,cos i was practically !
hysterical and howling by then...only then did every1 quieten down as we
headed back to shore...i was still begging the boat operator not to cap even
when it all seemed tt we were ending the ride.... even as i write this i am
crying again...i am so disappointed and angry, and traumatised, that no1
cared at all...at least dar and shawlin came up to me to apologise ...i
still cldnt calm down when we reached shore and only shawlin and daryl
seemed genuinely concerned...i told the rest how i angry i was after they
gathered and i walked awae but still the rest just blanked out...i guess
they must be very awkward and dunno how to handle such situations aso...

the next dae the guys went for another bananaboat ride and i just cldnt help
but think it was i who spoiled the fun for them earlier tts y they wanted
another to enjoy themselves.

im jus disapointed that at the expense of my paranoia, i had to show them
physically the extent of my fear in order to get the point across...of cos
the convenient excuse would be something like "i dinnoe she was so
scared..."or "i jus thought she was just saying it, thats all..."...i dun
really think i can see them for the next couple of days...

that was 1 of the downpoints lah...the other 1 was pretty minor but dazhi
got hit hard...we were stopped at customs cos we dinnoe muz be out of the
country for 48 daes b4 we can buy alcohol...daryl was very fortunate..he
bought alcohol and cigarretes for his dad but got thru customs after some
checking of his bag..thank god he wasnt caught cos he left sg without
declaring...otherwise can DB for dunno howlong...dazhi was jialat cos he
bought 2 big boxes of chewing gum and the cigarettes...he had to kena tax 50
over bux...i was ok cos the male officer tt tended to me(read:very male)
tried to be fierce initially but i broke him down with a smile (i can tell u
that was one of the most bimbo acts tt i pulled to get out of the situation)
i cld haf been fined for 270 bux for not declaring my alcohol but instead i
was let off after paying the tax on my apricot brandy..wich amounted to
$24.15..oh well...but dazhi was more suay-he lost his lord of the rings pack
of poker cards,his dkny $180 specs in the water, and this thing..shawlin and
i both lost a ear stud and i lost the charm bracelet tt maur once gave me
for christmas yrs ago..but tt was fine cos maur din seem bothered by it so i
wasnt too.

wanen and dazhi shared 1 room together and both of them were pigs i tell
u...can sleep anitime anywer tt kind..and she drank until she puked all over
the toilet bowl in me and shawlin's room! then at the pool, we always sabo
daryl by throwin him in the water but his sense of balance is damn gd...so
in the end all the guys grabbed her and threw her into the water! and most
of us cant tahan the massage cos it tickled us, the worse was daryl cos he's
very sensitive 1...onli dazhi can take it..think his skin damn thick..hahaha
but it was very funny cos he had to go ard blind half the time as he had no
spex...otherwise a very eventful holidae in the short space of 2 daes...by
the time we reached home all of us just died..ahah

aniwae i told my ma i thoroughly enjoyed myself(otherwise she'll be worried
again and wun let me go overseas with frens anymore) and thanks for telling
her my wherabouts, cos we were all eating and i din think to call her cos i
tot i can eat finish n go home quikly...

would love to do dinner with u, but work calls...maby in the weekends
take care!

bubz"

would like to add tt we were very naughty puttin dazhi n wanen tog since she was asleep with her mouth open n same as dazhi at the lobby..decided to throw them tog...later when she got drunk we drag her over our floor and hauled her out...so ugly!cos her back was facin us...the toilet was indescribable..oh and shaw exposed herself to me..hehehe doin the massage...and i was so paranoid tt my boobs were gonna get flashed..aniwae i din notice it till she turned ard n i realised she was naked...heng we din do massage with the guys in the same room..would haf been disastrous if i didnt protest...unlike wanen n dazhi...shes damn horny the way she looked at us...i told her ill get angry if she continued...aniwae damn gian peng lah...joice called during dinner...said my ma was worried...tt ill be home soon...aniwae i din take cab home lah..waited for the bus instead...no1 dared speak abt the incident...and yea still angry...at those whu din sae sorry to me...maur seem fiercer than me...i put him on invisible laioz...realli dun wanna tok to the guys for as long as possible...

beginnings of magick
after jem told us abt casting spells in the astral plane tt night i remembered grounding myself while doing magick with them...the more recent 1 was when i was upstairs in the double decker with the guys and i got damn pissed with maur i got off the bus at where taka was..and there was a clock tower there...i charged up and directed all my anger at the clock tower-it blew the tower off,came crashing dwn hurting people...boy it was so intense...it was onli i realised later how come i was caught at customs that the 3x rule came back...wonder wat happened to maur liaoz...and i was pretty freaked cos i cant control my feelings in the astral plane and i cant stop myself frm casting...not really aniwae...i aso dreamt tt huang shiyu was offered a contract by tcs b4 his comp..seems pretty cocky....like lee qiyang better..more humble...yest was when we had to travel to some place elsewhere...sumwat like pasir panjang there...in the astral plane..things r almost the same as here..maby some additions,some subtractions...keep visiting it recently..cant sae i hate the place..i wonder if the people who met me there will ever remember...since our subconscious are all layered

did negativity/beauty spells ..wonder if tts y the negative traits of those close to me started to surface so i cld noe whu was exerting stress in my life and how to cut awae from them...everything happened for a reason..makes me re-evaluate my friends...celebrated midsummer...prayed for my fella witches...got pissed at loser yunjun for making condescending remarks abt us..shaw's apprehensive abt joining totally...its pretty intense when theres 2 masters in the group..
...

todae:slacking at home..played abit with pipi

22nd:slacked abit then went online..cant believe what fish said..say come out of army damn horny...ahhaa go n DIY stg along the lines lah...pretty funny...

21st:went out with joyce to sunrice learnt how to make pandan chicken,laksa,green mango salad but b4 tt we were at my place watching vcd..the cup...had pretty much fun...picked up all the saga seeds and some cotton frm the cotton plants...pretty cool..den started chatting with mark the chef..damn horny person..keep lookin at my boobs...was damn pissed lah...bastard...qie cuo abit on astrology stuff...oh to hell with him...den we headed to mustafa...went home ard 1+...bloodi pig step on my foot in the bus and i was like "please loh, he's damn fat can" and some ah bengs were tinkin tt was funny...cldnt meet p with jem 4 midsummer cos too tired..aniwae joice dun approve of him saying he's wierd but i feel rather protective of him actually...like a lil bro like tt...

oh weird..while i was in mustafa greeny sent me a message:22/06 00:21Hi. Qingyou here. Sorry to get ur no. without your consent.I sincerely apologise to u for my past doings and hope to befriend u again. (96354181) aniwae joice wanted his number for watever reason lah...hope she dun set us up is all..
and i was like "y d sudden guilt?"
and he replied 22/06 00:27
i jus tot to have a friend more is better to have a foe.Besides i think i'm really in e wrong last time rd..
oh please like real..aniwae found out it was beh who gave him my numba..dun recall giving it to beh at all..maby he got frm jialiang...aniwae i tink he jus dun wan the awkwardness in sch if we ever bang into each other...he nvr does things without a motive..
22/06 00:35
Beh..You convenient to talk on the fone?

told him im out and...
22/06 00:39
Ok.Let me know when is ur comfortable timing to call.Enjoy.

like i wld ever waste my breath on him..wonder if he got to maur liao.watever.

20th:hardly came back n had to deal with the kids..but sam was pretty well behaved tho..it was draining but it was a good session..

im officially boycotting the so mote it be blog...people haf to tok to me not read abt how i feel b4 making a move or anoder excuse...