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Thursday, April 22, 2004

doofues (10:09 AM) :
hoiya!
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (10:09 AM) :
oi last paper hor
aniwae buff sucked if u caught it
doofues (10:10 AM) :
aiya i just wrote my blog that it was gd!
doofues (10:10 AM) :
well, kinda lah...
doofues (10:10 AM) :
some parts were really funny
doofues (10:10 AM) :
the split into 4 screens part!
doofues (10:10 AM) :
hhaha and the bazooka! so big!!!!!!! hahahaha!!!
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (10:10 AM) :
slutty episode
they r not dealig with end of the world animore
aiyo i was so turn ff by dawn
doofues (10:10 AM) :
dun see buffy using it for other monster
doofues (10:10 AM) :
y leh, quite pretty wat
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (10:11 AM) :
oh ya tt was funny

pretty onli when she make her hair...but so dumb
haha thin plot

(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (10:11 AM) :
ay mus tell u
doofues (10:12 AM) :
tell me watashi?
doofues (10:12 AM) :
hehe spike has no lines yesterday! haha damn funny
doofues (10:12 AM) :
and it was censored
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (10:14 AM) :
is stp ernest ah...i was collecting my test paper den i got 9/10 mah den i ran into him in sch...i was with my other fren den he saw the paper in my hand...den he ask wat it is den i sae test paper mah...den he sae 9 upon wat den i tell him n he was like sure or not n later grabb my paper n scrutinise the points allocation still in disbelief...bastard man..my fren was like...how come ya fren like this 1....den i tell her all the bad things abt him...n she was like shock lah...den yest we all same paper mah..(oh i openli scolded him pig when we walked damn far awae..he cld hear)den he still ask me lend him last min notes expect me to come to sch eaerli for him...
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (10:15 AM) :
aniwae i din lah...had to study aso mah...den my fren n him do the same qs n after exam he sit behind us on shuttle he ask her like act frenli lah...tt she do same qs aso n wat she write....tt hao lian i tell u...so my fren was like ah?n din realli anser him cos he was such a jerk

doofues (10:15 AM) :
ahh u understand my pains of lending ntoes now! hahaha
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (10:15 AM) :
no loh i can tell u..if its ani1 else i will lend for sure 1...will come sch earli...tt bastard?wait ah

doofues (10:15 AM) :
hahah!
even ur fren can tell hes a jerk

doofues (10:16 AM) :
he looks damn chee hong man
doofues (10:16 AM) :
he got no firneds one is it?
doofues (10:16 AM) :
sounds like a loser
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (10:17 AM) :
got lah alot of female frens
but all his frens dunno he lik tt 1...den summore yest still try n hong me

doofues (10:17 AM) :
STILL? y doesnt he give up[?
doofues (10:17 AM) :
and wheres ur monkey protector!
doofues (10:17 AM) :
the monk in danger, quick call sun wu kong!
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (10:19 AM) :
Frodo and Sam meet up with this thing called Gollum, who look like he take too much Slim 10 like that.

chey monky cannot ask lah...not bf summore
ahha
ay muz cfm when u gg to trip leh...my fren sae son holidae immediately go...but when u exam end when

doofues (10:19 AM) :
eh 2nd week june, 23/13
doofues (10:19 AM) :
i mean 12 or 13


haha slim 10 dun say, my legal exam was on slim 7 ah! hjaajaahaha


ok tt was yesterdae...todae piaing awae loh..so gd those pple whu haf the luxury of time to revise for the past few daes..simply cant get stuff into my head...shoulder is acting up..pain..poor posture lah

wed:so aniwae after the exam this huifen went toilet with the rest of her frens lah wah wait damn long...trip e kept tokin to me...den decided to wait 4 them at the busstop lah...den she was laffing when she told me she mistook the toilet door for the staircase door n opened it up for her frens...haha tink she was very amused by tt....saw maur at the busstop lah tho he din get on i was on the bus laio...den called him to chat a while n he said hannah was stuck to the door...lucki i din sae her name out loud or else so paisey...halfwae in the bus journey realised the ger sitting beside me was crying n used her exam paper to wipe her nose....no tissue tho..cldt ofer her....
oh n this weiwei damn brave loh said she din study for the paper at all...n still so nonchalant;..shocking man....but i tink she will do ok..tho she aso sae she miss alot of tuts n lects...ahhaha...she like bo chup liao loh...aniwae got job le


tues:microbes paper ah..damn tired...damn sian....wer got time to study when the prev paper ended in the evening before....cant think loh..smuggled the qs paper out of the hall aniwae...aiya sian lah...went to doobo to get our papers....den his office in such a mess..but he vv helpful lah...ask qs he ans 1...hehehe

oh n banged into maur for the first time in sch..he aso haf paper lah..hehe

went to buy concession..tot i needed it...spent 1 whole hr at nite...cos aiya sick of studying...and dun haf atm to draw cash so walk to interchange n back to the mrt...so tiring...

mon:US media paper..found out biyun was sick aso...all kena cold..was tellin her i saw leo on sat n he aso sick...jus recovered fr flu..i aso mah..so the bug muz haf been gg ard...

b4 the paper went to med lib aagain...jus to c if the bks were different..by luck i saw pages diff for sci and med so went to med to zap chp 26...wah so long chpter..no doubleside summore..tired like mad lah piaing for microbes..huifen aso asking me qs via sms..she no time to call me to clarify
..ah shit paper lah


sun:ahhh piaing for us media!!so many things to do so boring hte notes all not relevant 1....surf for egs loh...

sat:met with maur to go sch n study!first time in life..was at med lib tho...spent the afternn laffing awae at lunch abt pig swills...we ordered claypot but like come out not our orders liket tt leh...ahhaha!explored sch a little bit...walk 1 freaking round ard engine jus to get to macs....had a very very fun dae i shd sae...tho the lib very funny...cant find my stuff to photostat..main pt of gg sch is to fotostat my microbes stuff but like dun haf part b like tt...and my us media...ask them to reset so i can dl again...

fri:stayed up and chatted!study till sian alreadi..tink went out to top up my card or go for walk lah...

Thursday, April 15, 2004

alright...had a grouchy morning cos went to take the new bike frm neighbour but the bike wont move!locked ah...dunno y aso....so took all the wae home let my dad c loh...make until every1 very meng ah...he was late for work lah cos he wanted to finish fixing it...in the end it was cause the tire came out....so stp leh these ppl...jus anihow give ppl bike no qc 1...

flu's getting better..

ew i accidentally smacked a mosquito...dunno who's blood on my hands..yuck

wah jus went to the toilet....tink panadol will dehydrate the system ah...was like passing stones like tt...summore i drank alot of water 1 leh..

* mR. D * (11:22 PM) :
cuibing
* mR. D * (11:22 PM) :
u participated in the newpaper thing right

(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (11:24 PM) :
wat ting?haha

* mR. D * (11:25 PM) :
maybe i see wrongly
* mR. D * (11:25 PM) :
this group of gals...eyeing on one guy ..some competition
* mR. D * (11:25 PM) :
this gal call riko yan..looks like u sia
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (11:27 PM) :
i see...
* mR. D * (11:27 PM) :
it's you right!!!
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (11:28 PM) :
me?
im between exams now...

* mR. D * (11:28 PM) :
oooooooooooooooo
* mR. D * (11:28 PM) :
ur twin

jus watched american idol...laughed when my dad said "this 1 yelling too much cannot" when degarmo came to the screen..ahhaha

wed:aniwae caimin told me tt zhikai n joyce were out togther and qingxiang din believe loh..summore i tink they arguing...dunno aso lah...tot potong jalan areadi...
feel bad to use maur as a buffer again...sae i fantasise abt my bks n the oncoming hols...aiya realli not interested in monky lah...dunno how to sae aso...unless im attached rite...but tt will b very cruel...c how it goes lah...

winnie lie again say she out with me..ahha but nvr ask her who she out with lah tho..
decide to go over in june...hols..eheheh

i think i dreamt abt jiangyuan and metodae...at some bench..realli bright nice area...discussing abt a book and the philosophy behind it cos he cldnt understand what the significance of the wand is(think penicillin in bacteria dish) den a fairy came up n den asked us what if the tip of the wand was held upside down instead...like wats the difference kind...and i rem i cld feel the revelation...but i jus cant put it in words now...had a happy time tho....it din realli look like jiangyuan...just felt like him..the boy boy type..ahhah

tues:was on the fone with maur cos joyce was on tv ...this water festival 1 lah...ahha heard her toking in cheena vv gang kor ...squeezing every word out..was talking to him till 1130 like tt when my ch5 n ch8 blackout...apparently power failure at many areas...they still dunno the cause...make me search for channel so long..
ok can jio maur to southpark le...after exams cos he doin special term for gen bio...aniwae he aso wanna go thailand....so see how loh..hope its not like last time so boring like tt:P

mon:oh janice won the competition
..lucky her so rich laio still got 2000 bux extra...but i rathr she win lah..jus the irony..hahaha!i wonder how she gonna date him:P
whacked by flu...asked me bro to buy tablets for me....onli return home so late...i might haf died..but he went to buy lah....paid him back in full....

i mus haf been napping in the afternn cos i dreamt tis abt maur n abel..it seemed like all our frens staying in the same block...but just dunno who stay at which floor...i rem trying to go to ya place and den ended up in abel's place...vv funny tho cos all of us looked vv young...n abel was watching tv so i joined him n called u to go to his place instead den we were all watching tv but sumhow i called u matilda instead of maurice n abel n i were chuckling like lil kids like tt...haha n i woke up loh...laughing

Sunday, April 11, 2004

woa...look wat just came in!
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (06:39 PM) :
woman aiya y u low batt yest...i treated the rest max brenner den went esplanade ah...saw jeremy leh!got new bf lah..vv decent looking shy guy...and he was telling me abt his trip to india...vv funny...tell u next time...
we tried contacting u but low batt rite
ahha..
ChimesS (07:24 PM) :
heyz gal! u arD?
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:24 PM) :
of cos la..si auntie
ahaha

ChimesS (07:24 PM) :
i wanted to tell u stg yest.. but got no opp.
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:24 PM) :
wat
ChimesS (07:24 PM) :
erm.. i'm sorta wif terry now
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:24 PM) :
is it???
so kewl!
tll me abt it!

ChimesS (07:25 PM) :
catch is he's still wif his gf..
but i'm like wat the heck.. juz give it a shot!!
ChimesS (07:25 PM) :
so i'm effectively the underground mistress
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:25 PM) :
i tot u sae as long as he with gf u wun??ahhaha
u see u see
:-P

tell me how it happened!
ChimesS (07:25 PM) :
okiez.. bring it on...
tell me how immoral i m
ChimesS (07:26 PM) :
haha... i figured since it will bug me unless i try..
so give it a shot
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:26 PM) :
t dae when i swam with elgin i saw terry at the pool aso
hahaha

no lah not immoral..jus tell me how n why
no april fools joke rite
hahaha

ChimesS (07:26 PM) :
hahaha!!! i'm not like u lahz!
ChimesS (07:26 PM) :
oh.. tt was elgin... haha...
he told me he saw u wif tis white guy
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:26 PM) :
hahaha so spill it!exam period summore

ChimesS (07:27 PM) :
well... he came over one day.. and i was head over heels, knee-deep in work!

ChimesS (07:27 PM) :
somehow the topic was brought up and we talked bout it
ChimesS (07:28 PM) :
one thing led to another..
and somehow we kissed..

(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:28 PM) :
wat???how??
ahhaha!

ChimesS (07:28 PM) :
but i thod it was gonna be nothing
ChimesS (07:28 PM) :
so i was telling him no big dedal.. its juz a kiss
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:28 PM) :
my mouth agape now!ahhahaha
den how was the kiss like???

ChimesS (07:28 PM) :
but somehow we talked things thru the next day..
and decided to give it a try lohz..
since its already been 3 years
ChimesS (07:29 PM) :
haha... hmmmz... sudden, unexpected but GOOD!
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:29 PM) :
he leaned over ah?

ChimesS (07:29 PM) :
haha.. yah
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:29 PM) :
where were u all??

ChimesS (07:29 PM) :
at my place..
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:30 PM) :
how come he went to ur place?

ChimesS (07:30 PM) :
cos he was supposed to be in the area to do some other proj.

was early.. so came over first
ChimesS (07:30 PM) :
and i was like.. good.. come over and help me do some stuff
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:30 PM) :
haha u've been dying to tell sum1 rite?does wanen noe?
ChimesS (07:30 PM) :
stuff... being WORK of cos
ChimesS (07:31 PM) :
i told her yest!

ChimesS (07:31 PM) :
but u were surrounded by so many ppl.. so how to tell u????
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:31 PM) :
wat did she sae?how she react?
ahahha

im so happi!
finalli all of u all are attached!
ahah
jus sae lah share news mah

ChimesS (07:31 PM) :
but its not stg to jump for joy about..
cos its not gonna last for a long time
ChimesS (07:31 PM) :
its like going out wif a time-bomb...

(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:31 PM) :
so how u gonna sort out this?ask teryy to dump gf?
y not last?

ChimesS (07:32 PM) :
nah... i'm not going to ask him to dump gf
ChimesS (07:32 PM) :
as in juz go out and enjoy as it last..
as long as happy lahz
ChimesS (07:33 PM) :
no demands.. no expectations..
typical mistress style
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:33 PM) :
how u gonna conc on studying 4 ur papers?hahaha

realli undergrd leh!
u all gonna tok abt future i hope..n how can u let him 2 time u!

ChimesS (07:33 PM) :
wanen is supportive surprisingly.. thod she would brandished me as a bitch!
ChimesS (07:33 PM) :
yes chui.. i'm crazy...
i'm doing tis... tink i'm an idioit half the time
ChimesS (07:34 PM) :
but then again.. its better to have loved and lost then not at all ritez.
never know how it would go unless it happens
ChimesS (07:34 PM) :
and i dun wan to be the cause of someone's heartache
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:34 PM) :
wah waxing lyrical ah!
but wat abt heartache if realli dong le zhen qing??

ChimesS (07:35 PM) :
sigh.... deal wif it lohz..
i noe i would be hurt quite badly
ChimesS (07:35 PM) :
but well....
ChimesS (07:35 PM) :
its a catch-22 situation manz
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:35 PM) :
u mean u can tahan like he jus go out with gf hold her hand kiss her den go out with u meh?

ChimesS (07:36 PM) :
hmmmz.. gd point..
but i can't demand anything ritez... i went into tis wif my eyes wide open
ChimesS (07:36 PM) :
imagine how the gf would feel.. even worse ritez

ChimesS (07:36 PM) :
mabbe i m juz playing?
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:36 PM) :
aiyo exam time summore leh..can handle or not
ChimesS (07:36 PM) :
u noe how restless i m...
mabbe it would all end tml.. who noes ritez. =)
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:37 PM) :
aiya but u all so long laio....
wah realli brave leh
ChimesS (07:37 PM) :
tokking bout exams..
i screwed up bigtime for one of my term papr... bloody hell... philo..
got a C+
wrote out of pt
ChimesS (07:38 PM) :
i'm studying hard...
manz.. cannot lay play tis time

(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:38 PM) :
C+ is still ok..can catch up on the exams...open book?
studying hard?how can?ya mind dun drift 1 meh
ChimesS (07:38 PM) :
cannot drift... MUST BE FOCUSED!!
ChimesS (07:38 PM) :
haha.... it can be disturbing at times...
but well... must push on lohz
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:39 PM) :
u sure u can or not?summore jus started...muz still haf the butterflies in ya tummy mah
no wonder saw u yest..aura aso different ah

ChimesS (07:39 PM) :
haha... nonsense!
ChimesS (07:39 PM) :
i juz told u, waen, audrey and leroy

ChimesS (07:40 PM) :
so can pls keep it under wraps for a while..
cos it would be terrible if news spread and who noes wat are te consequences


ChimesS (07:40 PM) :
nahz.. not anymore..
only let my close frens noe mahz
ChimesS (07:40 PM) :
in times of despair... can look for u all! *winks*

(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:41 PM) :

aiya expect the best lah
a monkey n a dog..realli a gd yr for love leh..nvr bluff u...ahhaha im still waiting for autumn to play ard then!
ahahah
ChimesS (07:41 PM) :
okiez okiez.... enuff bout me..
ChimesS (07:41 PM) :
let's tok bout u and monkey
ChimesS (07:41 PM) :
me and wanen both tink tt u guys can make it.. seriously
ChimesS (07:42 PM) :
she says tt monkey got nice eyes
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:42 PM) :
monky
hahah u n wanen same...
he luks like amonk tts y monky not monkey...hahaha

can make it?he so short

ChimesS (07:43 PM) :
but he's funny and can make u laff
ChimesS (07:43 PM) :
uncomplicated and seemed to mix well wif us too
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:43 PM) :
oh yea ..mix damn well ah...at chocolate bar....den maur saying wah so fast trying to join d grp laio ah..ahhaha
but no lah...no chemistrry leh
vv uncle 1 aso

ChimesS (07:44 PM) :
haha... uncle good mahz..
dun forget u r in the auntie mafia!
ChimesS (07:44 PM) :
haha.. yup.. we were busy teasing ur monky yest
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:44 PM) :
aiya dun tok abt him laioz...maaur still sae we got fu qi lian...want to box him alreadi
hahaha

so how u all tease?ahhaha

ChimesS (07:45 PM) :
hmmmz... wat constitutes chemistry?
ChimesS (07:45 PM) :
haha.. secret.... hehe
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:45 PM) :
i dunno leh...muz fit into my frenster poem 1 tt kind of chemistry


ay dun secret leh
tell me 4 fun mah

ChimesS (07:46 PM) :
we teased him like.. wah.. so fast can gan xia lai and see u
ChimesS (07:46 PM) :
and... hmmmz... stuff like tt lahz..
little little things
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (07:46 PM) :
u saw him meh?tot we banged into him when on our wae to dinner?

ChimesS (07:47 PM) :
i pointed him out rem
ChimesS (07:47 PM) :
ppl rushed down straight after trainign lehz..
ChimesS (07:47 PM) :
aren't u in the least bit touched?








~Rayne~ (05:34 AM) :
was just looking at ur geocities web page... the very original one.... hahaha.... wah man, the bIg anD SmAll leTteRs are damn difficult to read. hahaha... esp at this time of the night (it's 4.32 am now.)

oh and btw, its uncensored, unknown and "disorganised"... not "unorganised". hahaha... though the wrong word may serve to bring across the message too.
:-D
~Rayne~ (05:36 AM) :
don't want to go all mushy and stuff, but really heartfelt thanks for being a good dependable jiapalang all this while... one of the unchanging bastions on which my sanity is anchored!!
you made a difference to me... and I really appreciate you. :-)
~Rayne~ (05:38 AM) :
now shoo!! go back to revision or whatever else it was u wanted to do by coming online... (world domination, surf porn etc)
and i'll go back to my revision. sigh... :-(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (06:43 PM) :
haha y suddenly nostalgic...weird tho..everytime when i run(if i run) n pass by ur old house and of many others at tt stretch..i will still inevitably peek n see who was actually still staying there...hahah...me grad this term..soon u wun c me ard sch le..haha..hope everythings fine with u lah...:-) and for the exams aso...

wake up damn earli cos worry cant find bac the charms mah...bu an xin ah...got dream abt meeting up with old fren like sch but unlike sch aso...aso abit like farm....yiping ah...tot got presence of xiuting they all aso..heheh..dunno lah..felt a lil weird

went to sao mu in the morning...so smoky as usual...blinding even...still smarting ...went home to eat den quikly rush to suntec to meet janice to take back thank god my amulets..tt indian gal was walking ard like janice they all suggested, like purposeli showing off..haha i dunno lah...aniwae dunno who win leh...

but i quikli come bac rest n study n bathe naonao...scared my mum when he ran into her room n hid under the bed..

sat:wat a dae...the big dae....went earli met up with janice den did our makeup n stuff loh..did my own hair tho...wun let those msians touch me...den we went for a break cos it was freaking cold the whole time n den in between monky came...he sae cannot stay jus come ard onli cos he got training wif d national team at kallang...tot i cld pass my viewcam to him to pass to the rest..aniwae i tink he was rather shocked to see me(so pretty..) hahaha!aniwae later shaw n wanen arrived n i realised my viewcam batt low..so i asked them pass to maur loh...aiyo den b4 the event this danny(the faggot) was adjusting my top into my skirt and den it went higher n higher n almost exposed my undies ah!den i sae ok stop stop i do myself...ahahha...den everything went smoothly lah....kept borrowing hte denim jacket(all of us ) frm the othe faggot...quite funny lah like our mamasan like tt...

aniwae the guys sae i luk vv fierce..the sha qi very zhong...n so funny while on wae back to suntec to dinner or stg i was checking my sms n monky was asking wer i m mah...so zun zun at tt moment caught him walking by us so he join us loh...i still bodoh ask him where he heading...n wat he gonna do next...ahahha!ok lah tok abit loh...den we all went to mac brenner where i bought them lah...ok lah like part of the grp..so funny the south park human shield thingy..kept us laffing for a while..jesting abt his boobs aso......ahh suddenli nice glowing sunset...
after tt wento to esplanade saw jeremy!aiya too bad shaw was at saturdae night fever with leroy...cldnt c him...showed me his bf th...shy n decent looking kind...showed me his fotos n told me abt the experience when he went to invoke the goddess at the waterfall where he later fell 5-7 feet down n hurt himself...tot he broke stg but he din lah luki..den his godsis said saw blue aura ard him when he slept n took a pic of it!like guardian spirit like tt...aniwae dalai lama just gave his blessings lah...
hehehe
went home in dazhi's car loh..n shun bian ferry monky home but i tink monky dunno the rules ah..din wanna get out frm the bac when i left...hahaa
mus ask him to learn man...toking abt love in the car tho...he tot i was weird y i din want...now i wonder if he is spring chicken..hahaha...apparently i tink he can get pretty wild...oh yea finnally noe tt hes short
ahhaha

aiya when reach home den i start to panic...cos i left my amulets inside the bottom's pockets...damn...so i msg khema n janice loh...wah cant slp properli ah....

fri:last rehearsal at suntec lah...run thru...cold as usual...saw daniel...aiyo...high waisted jeans, tucked in t-shirt, spex...so totalli unlike the bachelor...every1 see him n they sae tmr dun wanna come areadi..ahhaha..i scared him...ehehe i guess...we were like asking him qs lah n he was so nervous...so i went like horoscope?oh hes a fish...den immediately(gd in bed came to mind)...ehhehe actually shd be pleasing , not gd...dragon ah...buay gum...so den i grilled him like a reporter like tt...why he break up, how many gf he had b4 tt kind...hahaha
ah well its just a game...
i din win, bt i beat 100 over pple to be onstage;)

Thursday, April 08, 2004

ok i tot i so needed to kill myself when i forgot (deleted) ok procrastinated to blog
im supposed to be doing work but...ah...drafted an email to all

such a wicked day yesterday...too many events packed in 1 dae-exam,road
accident,calls from 2 old friends,catwalk practice, me in the news+bleah x
infinity+, splitting headaches..

anywae the reason y i cldnt send an earlier mail out was cos of my splitting
headache by the time i reached home..exhaustion...ok for those of u still
blur..haha..recount!


Why

ok now i've taken part in the dream gal contest(joyce u aint far frm it when u
were speculating i was gonna get married..ahha...its a wedding planner event)
FOR THE MOOLAH..cos i really need to pay off those medical bills that
accumulated since the beginning of the year.Until i found out tt we may not be
getting cash after all+AHHHHHH+
anyway, why not...no exams during that time...ehheehe

How

Ok i confess...din even see the advertisement for the contest until shiseido
called me up n asked if i wanted a free makeup session...being the cheeponiang
that i am..hahaha...of cos go lah..summore they flew in their artist frm japan
leh...den after i put dwn the damn fone i was looking at the classifieds and
saw this thingy..summore in the same area...like ah y not again...+ni jue dui
you tiao jian+ hahahah!
aniwae that day was the 2nd last dae for applications laio..so jus try luck
loh..

malaysians

dun ask me y i luk so ugly in the publicity materials..every single person was
complaining...realli..if i had my way...i wld have hammered 1 of the
photografer's balls to the grd and slowly carve out the circumference of the
next 1 with a dull blade.Was such an uncomfortable experience working with
them...i cld go on complaining but i'd rather reserve the poison for the miss
singapore universe contests..ahhaah!

oh btw, darn these stupid malaysians, again.


midgets n the giants

alright, so yesterdae our grp was split into 2..the midgets(me included) and the
tall pplz..ahha...(hey maur, the chereografer look like a carbon copy of ya
mum!she got bro?)the chereographer actually put on his 3 inch heels to show us
how to walk..but this was a breeze compared the the stp arts pageant being
directed by half baked potatoes...and i get to wear my
boots!ehehehe+yayy+(totally brought out the rebel in me when every1 wanna look
prety in heels..eheheh) was fun intereacting with the other girls though...oh
btw the breakdown was like this...100++ people, choose 30, choose 16...i went
into pockets of pple to talk..all frm different walks of life...and den i
realised sumting..i may never grow up...because all the 27,8 yr olds were so on
the same page with me!tts cool.."and i like to stay that
way"..hehehe...i tink our sponsored clothes sucked..but wat to do wat to
do..ehhehe...aniwae some of the giants quite dao 1 lah so nvr chup them too
much..alot quite sweet looking 1...realli makes u wanna protect them and hug
them..hehehe..ok gotta switch off my lesbian tendencies now..i need to fight
tooth n nail to win this guy+gawk- i tink he luks like chris leong(for those
who noe tt sonofabitch+
hehehe

bragging rights

a-HaH!now is where the fun part begins...we were supposed to get a picture of
our tumtums and hair taken for the game segments...when it was my turn to roll
up my top, our dear chereographer announced"wah, u girls better ask her
how she is so toned.." and i paisey lah..."aiya natural 1
lah"..hahaha..den i tell pple i eat vegetarian diet twice wkly tho(tell u
all already, very healthy 1, lucky got fren in sch aso like me..ehehhe, or else
i feel so strange) and sum girls were like "har?vegetables not alot of
carbo mehhh?" +faint+ and then anywae yes..i luv my tum..ehheh..and i
wasnt lying when i said it was all natural...(which comes to mind stg- maur u
go tell gin that i lost my boobs ah??how to explain like tt??hahaha..summore bu
shou de leh)

my parents

of cos i only told them i was walking...even with that my mum came up with
fantastic scenarios of how i shdnt drink anyone's water cos it will be drugged,
the big conglomerates's bosses alwis prey on young gers like me...and she went
on and on...rather amusing i shd sae...my dad just grunted "better
concentrate on ya studies"...thank god aso i used my
numerologically-lucky-cum-penname-cum-bizname for this thingy...and hopefully
no1 picked up my surname(i realised that we are the only Yan(Zhen) clan in
singapore right now)...ah well..

so the mystery ends

ya loh, all the secret im hiding..hahah...and the mystery surrounding this
thing..paisey mah...but very important...ahhaha come down to suntec and support
me if u all free on the 10th (this sat)lah(hopefulli i get into finals on the
11, but if not at least u all get to see me on the 10th) its at suntec city,
start 5pm...but come earlier lah..get gd spots...cos i tink they sae alot of
journalists frm other papers will be there..and in case if i fall off the stage
u guys will be there to let me body surf right..hahahah!im number 3
hor..remember..hehehe...hope i wun flubber my lines...or else let u all laff
aso nm lah..hahaha..since u all missed me in action the prev time (this time
free, no need go sucky place like centro summore...)


ok very important qs again...i've got polish and water...but how to do polish my
boots? tts the only thing im clueless abt right now..+jiu ming ah+

hao le..take care all n study hard (if u studying) and work hard if u wasting ya
time reading my emails..ehehhe


just now vcr jammedagain...i tot it was my tape so i opened it up...den the vcr..so proud tt i cld fix it myself..ehehhe

wed:ok i was jus heading bac frm sch...taking 95..dinr ealise boon hsiung was on the smae bus as me but tt voice was unmistakable...they finished their exams laio tho...dinno plastic surgry was so popular...aniwae suddenli saw a motorist on the road...den got 3 pple frm different cars come out n help him...vv poor thing..dunno kena buang or wat lah....but vv jialat cos oncoming traffic coming mah...they put him to the side of the rd to rest loh n they went on their wae...

the paper was ok lah...so tired frm all tt cramming..after which finally met fish's fren tt 1 whom he wanted ot intro to me..aniwae he actually got drive leh...to arts loh...and b4 tt i was joking saying tt i drove summore..hahah...me n turtle suddenli stand there n sha yan cos duno him well mah den like tt take his car...quite awkward lah...but its cool tt we noe can msg freely liao...aniwae spend damn long toking to them in arts lah with yijuan,roy , shawn...told shihui abt the dream..turtle was there to laff....i tink they just laffed it off lah...aniwae later i went to as7 lab aso saw fish's fren...den he sat dwn beside me..but!the chair kena blood..alot ah..so paisey man....he had to go change...fresh blood summore..cos still reddin sae much to him lah...nuttin in common aniwae

din get to eat lah no appetite...den come home slept 4 1 hr den polish my boots laio...prepare for the thingy tonite...finalli stg quite fun...one of the gals had the newspaper wth her...eee i dun even wanna keep a copy ah...just now peiching still msg me..suddenli every1 got buy the papers..ahha
actually din wanna tell them 1..but once i sae wedding planner event den this fish alreadi noe..so spill da beans loh...
returned home damn shag lah...security so high in sph summore..had to get pple to open door for me...
made me haf to go big big round cos all the gates were locked...sweat like mad...

at nite vv funny..ard 1230 like tt moonwalker called me..sounded like he got a problem..but i jus had a splitting headache lah..so tired i cant sleep aso...n hungry..in the end went to drink miso soup, head felt abit better watch my tapes loh...

tues:spent the whole dae reading notes loh..bo bian haf to tape all the shows...so worried...cos dunno how to do the qs...den this fish ah so selfish sae discuss the qs with shihui laio den dun wanna share or dscuss again..so ic alled her up n checked answers loh...kaijie was with her to help her...so we discussed a bit lah...

mon:went to sch actualliw anted to go for 2210 tut 1..but ended up zapping notes..this huifen blur like sotong let her use the double sided machine she print all single sided...heavy like mad...ahahha...i passed her the giordano top loh...and aso a whole lot of pants to gina...put in her locker...everything so heavy todae...pia for bio laio loh

sun:mom n bro went to eat 3 dollar durian buffet ah..sae eat 4 durians each den cant take it laio...so gd maby can try..but i scared exam coming den sick lah...den nvr go eat..

Saturday, April 03, 2004

oh no!we caught the 2 rats n my parents r gonna scald them alive...i cant look..


the worst thing was i was dreaming abt me n shihui at a dboat race or stg...den we were there just to play at the beach or stg...den haf to go change mah..but toilet like vv disused leh summore got 1 gang of guys inside there...tink got her ex bf and raymond..all look very paikia 1...den i dunno how but i tink got dispute n she got dragged inside...forced to take semi nude pics and i was panicking trying to get help...called out until so long yet no1 in sight leh..rem calling for kaijie to help her but all of them were not ard...so traumatic for her can feel her so tense but so helpless cos cant do aniting..den woke up frm d horrorso wat i told ernest was true lah...since starting on the proj i having nitemares laioz..so apt tt i told him yest summore when his gal report nitemare of being raped to him..


ok jus finished watching miss sg universe..hahaha...cant even understand the qs n they go rattling off answers then shoot themselves in the foot again by repeating the same qs to themselves n oh u mean....so dumb...

aniwae went for the freaking makeover todae lah...stp bitch...come frm msia 1 lah..na bei...so rough with my face....dun even noe how to do my hair..dumb fotographer..so unpro 1...din even pose me properli....sonofabitch...stp picture...heck care lah...fucksters..

aniwae i went to expo for mph sale aso..wanted to get maur stg like buffy or lotr den he bad mood sae dun want gift..ok loh..put back..ahahha....i tot it has gotta do with gin but its his bro lah

this ernest finalli reply me...bastard...sae nvr hand in cos cant open the file ah tt kind..icm office close laio...den suddenli april fools...so lame..

fri:woke up so damn earli in the morning...got class lah..late as usual...den went for a swim with gin...hehe ehe quite hairy 1..den yest got this gay ah wear aussiebum leh!so transparent ah!jus bitching tog with gin lah..n maur told him my boobs shrank!!!so paisey!aiyo dun mention the horrible nitemares ive been getting...the 1 where i was in the bathroom for hours trying to club a catfish to death and blood all over...so sinful...it was almost begging me not to kill it...oh saw my bro wile we were at the pool..later went to eat angel's cos gin hvn been there yet..still hvn got over maur but he went for a confession laio...so too bad...muz move on....
wah after swim damn tired liao leh...still moving ard sch to zap lsm notes...den rain summore..later tried to study abt but too tired...met ernest to help him research...smoke me...sae he got read my statement but dun haf..din even include in final proj...npcc ah!!hehe new term coined with maur..nabei chikopeh poondeh chwee kuay
haha...still dare touch me summore...haha now his gf come haunt him laio call nonstop..told him he deserve it..

went home lucky got hot meal to eat ah...or else die laio loh..cook..sian....
sill trying to help huifen online with her probs tho....vv late den slp
n oso maur lah..complain abt gin cos he sae gin alwis borrow his notes like leech

thurs:woke up earli again trying to complete the proj...den dash off to sch...april fools toddae!tricked maur...saying my status has changed areadi...den he guess if i am attached,i lost my V, im a les, or i actually got 5.0 cap..hahaha...i saw ans sumwer in there...den he guess me n monky..so funny....den i sae status diff cos im not aprils fool!
hahah

ok so in class...no1 printed notes cept for shihui...so fish n i were jus grinning or smiling to ourselves..tried the same joke but din realli work...den dunno how come the fish dared me to take his hand den i tuck out my hand n doubled dared him..went on for a while n finally he grabbed my hand and we played into the role...almost puked...shaw they all still dare ask me if i got feeling or not..so dumb...i tink shihui n kl were shocked to sum extent until he aprils fool me...altho he shd haf april fooled them instead..haf to rush dwn to sph so skipped lect again...audition for my dream gal..cant even rem the name of the competition,..aniwae kan chiong ah,...missed my stop so walk damn far...den intro tt time heart beat damn fast leh..aso dunno y so kan chiong...but ok lah..nailed it..was expecting the call tmr..ask qs like wat we tink abt plastic surgery, if we minded if not virgin bf...hehe tink my drama kicked in....oh the judges had the most wicked laffter ard...hahaha...so funny man..
aniwae this ger called jennifer who is a dentist aso graduated frm nus 3 yrs ago..very nice leh come tok tok tt kind..

alot of gers jus broken up...some r attached...

oh met up with galvin n alan n michelle for a huge burning session..hahah..laffed so hard man...alan din believe i was who i was..haha den we tease michelle abt shawn aso..god noes who lah...but vv fun loh..shd c the luk in gal's eyes...ahhaha....aniwae met him again on fri den asked wat he studying den he sae deviance den i sae ya u luk like 1...den while he dui-ing awae im walking..hahah

oh told michelle ashley abt ernest aso...cos met him mah on wae to busstop...
actually monky jio meet todae leh..but i nvr msg him he aso nvr msg me...hahaha...stp things he sae...

wed:proj proj again...went a lil late for class cos went to canteen meet shihui they all..fish cut hair den wear nice nice..wonder if aniting gg on with him n wei wei...not bad mah they 2...study tog summore...we were speculating loh..

tues:supposedly free ae lah but slogged at home whole dae for proj...went for makeover in town 1st tho..decieded to hope over to mandarin hotel for tt dream gal thingy tot they wld audition us there n then but no justtkae foto n zao..

mon:test!study so darn much...saw michelle ashley on the bus tho..so sweet...finalli can pass her the earrings...den she sae meet up with galvin they all...sae she n shawn alwis tease galvin abt me..hahaha

camped in the lib to study test lah...went to 2236 class like got drunk ang moh giving us lect like tt...nuttin relevant n gordon had to apologise summore...via sms lah...ok at least got a b for my essay tot i sucked at it...
asked last min qs for test..so funny can set own qs summore...n later found out tt turtle's grandma died in his house at 4am like tt..he se he din dare do cpr onli chek pulse...sae bac frm hospital 1 week liao..bone cancer...alwis making noise cos pain...finalli left..but no doc to certify so muz postmortem..tink he abit pissed abt tt...sad lah...

Sunday, March 28, 2004

sun:guess i spent the whole dae making notes n studying...totalli shagged out man..

just typed this mail on sat..or rather sun morn..to tell every1 abt ern

(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:24 AM) :
sum dboater lah
but eveyting within control now
so dun worry
ß@Ðmðjð (12:24 AM) :
this guy is some mother fucking psycho man
ß@Ðmðjð (12:25 AM) :
what the fuck is going through his dman brain?!
ß@Ðmðjð (12:25 AM) :
happened last tue?
ß@Ðmðjð (12:25 AM) :
why din you call me?!
ß@Ðmðjð (12:26 AM) :
k, shall spare you the details
ß@Ðmðjð (12:26 AM) :
but i really think you should report it asap
ß@Ðmðjð (12:26 AM) :
get his mother fucking ass on fire and expuled
ß@Ðmðjð (12:27 AM) :
if not the more you wait, the more question marks from the police, and the more he will think that what he did was fine
ß@Ðmðjð (12:27 AM) :
and that he can get away with it
ß@Ðmðjð (12:28 AM) :
you need lawyers, i can get them for you, all friends and friends friends
ß@Ðmðjð (12:28 AM) :
bullies also can
ß@Ðmðjð (12:28 AM) :
:-)
ß@Ðmðjð (12:28 AM) :
goodness! why din you tell me?! i'm like freaking out down here now!
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:28 AM) :
this tues
haha
theres alot of stuff lah..cant sae report den report 1
ß@Ðmðjð (12:28 AM) :
serious? y?
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:29 AM) :
aiya i dun want famili to worri..and as i said...my dad wld haf killed him b4 the police get to him
ß@Ðmðjð (12:30 AM) :
you mean your parents will know about it if you make the report?
ß@Ðmðjð (12:30 AM) :
i want to kill him too lah
ß@Ðmðjð (12:30 AM) :
not your dad alone as well
ß@Ðmðjð (12:30 AM) :
WTF
ß@Ðmðjð (12:30 AM) :
who the hell does he think he is trying to force himself on people?!
ß@Ðmðjð (12:30 AM) :
so you don't intend at all?
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:31 AM) :
i dun intend to lah
now he aso scared lah
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:31 AM) :
alot of paperwork..exams coming aso

ß@Ðmðjð (12:32 AM) :
i know, but what he did was way out
ß@Ðmðjð (12:32 AM) :
!!!!
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:32 AM) :
ya but thank gdness got u all pple rally ard loh
realli grateful:>

ß@Ðmðjð (12:32 AM) :
okok, i understand you point, but don't you think that you are giving him more permission and now that you have something that you can use against him and if he goes crazy again, and tries again how?!??!?!?!?!
ß@Ðmðjð (12:33 AM) :
i really don't think you should let him go just like that
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:33 AM) :
he wldnt dare lah..seriousli if he dare lay his finger on me again ah...he is dead loh..realli...i will call police get him expelled frm sch watever...pour shit on his doorsteps
ß@Ðmðjð (12:33 AM) :
these people need to be taught a damn hard lesson
ß@Ðmðjð (12:33 AM) :
but the fact that he went almost all the way!
ß@Ðmðjð (12:34 AM) :
you were damn close to like almost getting raped!
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:34 AM) :
wah no so kua zhang!
no body contact except for his hands on my shoulders...
he was trying to scare me
ß@Ðmðjð (12:35 AM) :
but it was so forceful, how can it be scare?! he dragged you to a dark room also!
ß@Ðmðjð (12:35 AM) :
against your will!
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:35 AM) :
at least i tink he wldnt dare lah in sch leh alot of pple outside..try to molest me aso difficult if i scream
ß@Ðmðjð (12:35 AM) :
you can sue that fucker alr!
ß@Ðmðjð (12:35 AM) :
ok...
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:35 AM) :
ok ben dunneed to !!!! laioz
ahahha

i can sue lah..but as i said again...alot of trable...
at most get sum1 whack him can laioz
ahaha
ß@Ðmðjð (12:36 AM) :
then better stay in groups in school ok?
ß@Ðmðjð (12:36 AM) :
and stay away from him once the damn project is over ok?
ß@Ðmðjð (12:36 AM) :
if he tries even to come near you, you better warn him first
ß@Ðmðjð (12:37 AM) :
tell him like, "that's close enough, any closer and ill scream"
ß@Ðmðjð (12:37 AM) :
you know, make him keep a distance or something
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:37 AM) :
yes yes...i noe i noe..dun worry for me...:>

ß@Ðmðjð (12:37 AM) :
how to not worry?!?!?!?!
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:37 AM) :
alot of pple protecting me in sch:>

ß@Ðmðjð (12:37 AM) :
okok.... that's good
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:38 AM) :
haha its ok lah..thanks..really...

ß@Ðmðjð (12:38 AM) :
wah lau, next time must tell me! then i rally people everywhere to go kill him and bury him alive
ß@Ðmðjð (12:38 AM) :
now you make me even more panicky!
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:38 AM) :
shdve jioed u on thur den!
den u can be with maur to kill him
ahahha

relac dear...i noe where his balls are..now i noe how to kick aso..hahaha

ß@Ðmðjð (12:39 AM) :
yah man! you should have called me! i bring a spiked club or something and maul him
ß@Ðmðjð (12:39 AM) :
maur can torture him, ill just maul him
ß@Ðmðjð (12:40 AM) :
should tie him up with a straight jacket now man
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:40 AM) :
hao le hao le..eheheh...i need to go study le
u take care ok?

hahah
thanks but cool down...will spik to u again:>

ß@Ðmðjð (12:40 AM) :
okok, you take care tooo ok dear?

(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:40 AM) :
yeppers:>
cya!:>
ß@Ðmðjð (12:40 AM) :
make me damn worried.... when you free? meet up and talk
(-^_^-)RiKo(*o*) (12:40 AM) :
ill let u noe ok?:>
ß@Ðmðjð (12:40 AM) :
be careful ok?

ß@Ðmðjð (12:41 AM) :
yup, just beep me and i'll push everything all aside

tink joice broke up with bf dunno got patch or not but she wanna meet up..

Friday, March 26, 2004

Calming Storm: think should be ok lar

so ydae maurice got go confront that guy a not?
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): wah got ah...damn drama
and the horror onli started for him loh...
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): in the evening sk came ard to get videotape frm me mah...when he left he threw him this look of sha qi can kill ppl 1 and ask him to watch his actions....

Calming Storm: ohh really ah
what did he do??!!
Calming Storm: huh???
wah..he really told him that ah
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): maur ah..dunno leh he happeed to be at ucc where ern n i went to take pics for the proj..den he came up behind me and den i intro them ....later maur say ask him to talk in private so i ???? aso.....but i tink vv xiong in there ah..ern dun dare tell me what happened behind the closed doors so later i gg to meet maur n ask him wat happen
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): tts not it loh...den my fren heard frm maur wat happened n happen to walk in when sk, ern n me were and den she said"oh i heard abt wat happened"not noeing tt ern was there....tension so thick u can cut with knife ah...den later sumhow sk saw my fren at the comp lab n approach her n ask wat happen
Calming Storm: wahhhhhh......so drama....

(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): but i din realli tell her mah so she aso dunno...den sk called me and den i asked him wat version of the story he hear n den i laff laioz....his rendition was so funny...
Calming Storm: izzit??
haha
i thot he heard it from u mar
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): very drama ah i tell u...so happen to be at ucc just nice for drama..ahahah!
but wah....u see sk face hor...its the realli can kill kind leh...my heart so weak yest ah..kena scared by every1
ahahah
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): sk din hear frm me..ahha he found out frm kj mah
Calming Storm: huh..i thot u say u msged him n told him rite?
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): i onli sae 1 line onli...tt he pinned me down
ahhah
still recommend i go fight the case ah...but aiya hard lah...summore he ask me y i still so frenly to ern
ern vv worried..he msg me say i muz avenge for him if he die at training
ahahah
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): no no i din tell sk the story at all..tts y he tot i was joking..until he toked to kj
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): but yest i told him the story lah at night

Calming Storm: ohh i see
hahahaa
that pervert still want u to avenge him???
Calming Storm: ask him to do n eat S*** lar
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): he thinks tt im with him on this thing
i aso dunno wat lah
den he finalli apologise to me on the bus..but dun sound sincere....aniwae i jus bo chup laio lah...
Calming Storm: i think he siao siao
u better don give him the wrong impression or what
he's dangerous..
Calming Storm: maybe the next time u see him..he got bruises all over liao
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): he jus called me again abt the proj
i areadi nvr give him wrong impression laio...i tink he got the msg ah dun dare touch me so much le

(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): no lah wat bruises?ahhaha at most the db pple ignore him onli mah
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): but i tink it finalli sink in when i said tt he wun get out of the sch alive..aniwae i tried to tok to him abt it leh...den u noe wat he reply?he sae i dun do this to other gers only u...bleah...so pek chek i din even bother liao
Calming Storm: he is soooo DISGUSTING
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): but i tink he not gonna care cos he sae he wanna conc on his essay instead..ahahha...so i tink in his mind he just still thinkin its not serious..im not helping aso lah..cos im stilla cting pretty normal...without all the jokes laioz

Calming Storm: hmm okie
but then its like got two guys go warn him leh..he should be scared liao
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): he shd be loh...if not den i got nuttin to sae...he still sae y i so big mouth
ahah ...den i sae i dun hide aniting frm my frens 1 mah
Calming Storm: hahaha
this is a serious matter lor..he still act so adamant like that
(-
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-)RiKo(*o*): wah even kl aso come kaypoh with me
ahahah
he still dunno the severity i guess



ªü±ç¥JHokoleoz: hows your proj discussion wif that chap yesterday? he still trying to be funny?
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-)RiKo(*o*): wah even u aso come in on the action ah
come i let u see dialog..dun wanna repeat
wait ah
ªü±ç¥JHokoleoz: haha..ok..just concern k..
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ªü±ç¥JHokoleoz: ok...read..do take care huh... but on the bright side...u got a happening and memorable last sem!!haha... at least u know there are many ppl who will stand out for u in times of needs...
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-)RiKo(*o*): ya loh...feels great to be victimised at times man...nvr got this kinda support b4..ahahah always the other wae ard...
aniwae i gtg soon lah...will catch up with u all again:>